So Long, Happ-inez-ss (Jacksepticeye Fanfiction)

Chapter 5 : Inez - Tell me this is a dream

I walked back home from Jack's place, seeing him like this makes me remember one of my friend in my high school back then. She was a happy person until a guy destroy it, a guy that she thought the love of her life cheated on her with her best friend. She barely touch anything, she just lay on her bed, crying her eyes out, like this world gonna end tomorrow. So does Jack, he thought his ex was the love of his life who can stand anything and everything he does in his life, but then he was wrong. He was so wrong. 

Sometimes I wonder, what is love? Is it a feeling that can make you feel alive? Is it a feeling that can make you see world more beautiful than it was? Or is it a feeling that can make you feel dumb? Seeing what people have been through makes me wonder, is there even love in this world? I have no idea. 

I walked into my house, sigh loudly. I wasn't do anything today, but yet feel tired as fuck. I heard a sound of a girl crying that makes me freaked out. I thought it was a ghost, but then I remember I'm not alone in this house. First Jack, now Sam? Great, world. 

I walked into her room, she's crying on her bed while look at her phone like she was get a really bad news. "Hey, what's going on?" I said, sit on her bed beside her. She gives me her phone, covered her face with her hands to continue crying even more. I read the text that appear on her phone. 

From: Josie
Hey, we should meet up sometimes. I really miss you and Inez.
11:09 AM

That's her text from 2 days ago and Sam didn't reply that text. "What's so bad about it? She just wanted to meet up. Why you didn't reply it?" I felt confused all of sudden. "What happened? Don't make me confused!" I almost yelled at her. I'm scared, I'm scared something bad happened to my friend. "She's--She's gone. Car crash, a drunk man hit her car last night." Sam said, almost whisper. I opened my eyes wide in shock "If you're joking, it's not funny at all" I give her a serious look "I wouldn't be cry if I'm joking" She said "It was the last text she sent to me, and I never reply to that. Like you said, she just wanted to meet up. Oh God, I'm such a horrible person" I put my hand around her shoulder to comfort her. "It's not your fault" I said to her. "We should go back to Indonesia, we should see her for the last time before the funeral." I nodded my head, "Can we go tomorrow?" I asked and she nodded "Sleep, Sam. You need it, we should wake up really early tomorrow" I said and walked out from her room.

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"I'm going to my hometown tomorrow" I said to Jack through the phone "Why?" He asked "Something so important?" He asked again "Yes, my friend died." I said, still pack all of the things that I need for tomorrow "I'm sorry" He whispered "Yeah, it's just--I was talked about her a while ago with you and now she's gone." I let a bitter laugh out from my mouth "What?" He said in shock. "Yes. Car crash" I said. I throw myself on the bed, took a deep breath. "You better sleep now. You have a long journey tomorrow. Be safe, Nez" He said then hung up. 

I'm going to my hometown, that's mean I'm going to meet my mom. I shook my head, she doesn't need to know that I'm going home. I sigh, too tired to even change my cloth.

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After a flight that feels like years, Sam and I finally arrived at our hometown. How I missed this kind of air, a very warm air. It's 5 PM, Josie's funeral will be tomorrow at 2 PM. "We need to find a hotel" I said to Sam and drag my suitcase "Why would we stay in a hotel when we can go to our family?"She said, I gave her a serious look until she understand "Oh, yes. Your mom. Okay, you can stay with me then" She said and I shook my head. "I'll just stay at hotel, I will call you when I woke up, okay?" I left Sam to catch a taxi while she waiting for her brother to pick her up.

"Hey, just arrived at my hometown" I send quick text to Jack. Probably it's extremely early morning there in Ireland but I don't give a shit. After arrived in the nearest hotel, I entered my room and sigh loudly. I have urge inside of me, should I told my mom or no? Probably not. If I told her, she probably would talk about the same stuff again, yup collage. I don't even understand her, our family can live about 10 or 15 years without even working, why should I took collage and wasting my time to learning about something that I probably doesn't even like?