Sean : "Be safe, I'm okay and I'm happy now!"
I smile to my phone, glad to know he's happy now and finally he throw the pain away. But now I'm the one in pain, I already made a promise to my mom. 10 months isn't enough for me. I don't want to leave what I did for a year behind. I don't want to go back, took collage, and be 'something she told me to.
"Hey come on, you have 10 months, make sure you enjoy your life, there's no time to be sad Nez" Sam said and smile at me, but sadly can't make me better even just a little bit. "I know 10 months isn't that long, but it really is worth if you spend that right. Do whatever you want to. Dye you hair like you always wanted to, drink like you've never drink before, work like there will be no tomorrow, you know that kind of stuff, right?" She continue her speech. I nodded my head, she's right. Maybe 10 months is enough. "You know, you don't have to quit YouTube if you want" She said again
"Yes, I have to. That thing took so much time. I won't have that much time if I took collage" I said, shook my head.
"Yea I know, you can just said 'Hey I've been busy earlier. I'm sorry I can't upload once a week anymore. I will upload once a month instead' I'm sure you can do that" She said, I shook my head. But inside, I'm thinking about it once again. Yea, it's possible. I couldn't be THAT busy and have no time to make a video, right?
"Anyway, why she wanted you to go back so bad? Like you can take collage in Ireland, you know. You're a smart ass" She said, once again I shook my head signaling I don't know what's in my mom's head.
"Maybe she's just missing you" Sam said. Well, maybe. I mean, I never leave my house more than 3 days back then. I reply Sean's text after Sam finally shut up.
Inez : "I'm glad you're happy now"
"Hey" Sam said again, I sigh and give her a death glare "Okay okay I'm sorry. I'll keep my mouth shut tight until we're in Ireland" She said, close her eyes to sleep.
"No, what you trying to say?" I said, put away my phone and look at her
"Nothing, I just miss good old days" She said
"Yea, me too. But we can't go back to that time, right? The show must go on."
"I know, growing old sucks"
"100% agree"
"Well, one day you said you're stay at your friend's place. Who is she or he?"
"Jack" I said, fight back the smile that really want to appear on my face
"Yea, I got it. You like him so bad, right?" I nodded my head, my fangirl soul really want to pop up right now.
"Maybe you two can be more than idol-fans realtionship" this time, I shook my head "Why? She had a girlfriend?"
"No, they broke up long time ago. Well, not that long time ago, but yea you know what I mean. But I don't think he will like me that way"
"What way? Geard way or Mikey way?"
"I like Mikey Way" I said and laugh. "You idiot" I said and shook my head.
"Well, we don't know what's in someone's heart and head"
Maybe, just maybe he can like me that way, and we will be the happiest couple. But then, I should go back to my place and do my thing, what will happen next? Long distance relationship? Nah, I will never do that because I can't.
"I can't do long distance thing, remember?"
"Maybe you can this time. So many maybe in this world, Inez"
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So Long, Happ-inez-ss (Jacksepticeye Fanfiction)
Fanfiction"Hey, let's continue our conversation in my apartment" Sean said to Inez "Okay then" She said "I have to go right now" She said about an hour later, leaving Sean hanging, confused, and alone.
