I couldn't sleep, not because I'm sad. I'm good enough now, it's just me and Sally decorate our house a little too much and of course we made a mess. I feel a litte too tired to even sleep, weird I know. But I couldn't sleep well if I'm too tired. I go to my recording room, turn on my PC not to record another video but to watch my friend's videos.
Of course, I watch Inez's vlogmas first before I watch another video from my friends. "Hey guys! Christmas just one week aways and our place already decorated with Christmas vibe" She said while Sam wave behind her "She's busy with her tea after admiring how great our place now" She laugh a little "Hey! I've been moving so much. I deserve a cup of tea" Sam shout from behind. "So this is Christmas so I'm gonna play Christmas song so loud" She said, put a random song from her iPod and I guess All Time Low?
"Well, I thought you said Christmas song" Sam protest "Yea, this is We Need To Talk by Waterparks." She said, laugh again. Oh how I miss her in person. I go to tumblr to see what's interesting in there. Mostly there are amazing fan art of me and Mark in bed doing 'something' or it's me killed by Antisepticeye or just me. I click on Inez's profile and see her profile full of her fan art about bunch of bands she love. Yea, mostly that All Time Low and Panic! At The Disco. If I scroll down enough, I would found my face there. She used to draw me too, she used to draw antisepticeye or jakaboi man. She really is talented. I go back to YouTube and re-watch her video when she cover a song called 21 Questions by Waterparks. Her voice, her guitar, her hair, her everything look so perfect. I can't find her flaw even I try hard enough to find it.
I sigh, it's not good for my relationship. I pick up my phone and the notification on it almost gave me cardiac attack.
Inez : "Thanks, green looks good on you"
Sean : "Hey! You're awake."
Inez : "Yea, I'm a night owl, remember?"
Yea, I remember everything you said to me, or in your video.
Sean : "How are you?"
Inez : "I'm fine, thanks. You?"
Sean : "A little too tired"
Inez : "Well, goodnight"
Sean : "No no. I can't sleep when I'm too tired"
Inez : "Ah, I see."
Sean : "Are you okay?"
Inez : "I said it already"
Sean : "You 'sound' different, you know?"
Inez : "Ah yes, tell Sally you're welcome"
Sean : "Will do"
Inez : "Alright, captain"
Sean : "If you're afraid Sally would be jalous, no she wouldn't. She's totally fine with you and she said she's one of your fans"
Inez : "Whoa, really?"
Sean : "No kidding. She always talk about how amazing your talent is."
Inez : "Haha, really? That's cool"
Sean : "Yeah. I think we need to talk more"
Inez : "No promise"
Sean : "Wait, what?!"
Inez : Just kidding, loud irish man. Talk to me if you want to, I'm sorry for ignoring you so much"
Sean : "It's fine, you need your time to heal from the sadness, right?"
Inez : "100% right"
Sean : "You know, you can talk to me about anything"
Inez : "No need, I don't like to talk about something that make me sad"
Sean : "I'm sorry, but things will be alright"
Inez : "That's what you always said in the end of video while you're playing sad games"
Sean : "Really? I don't even realised it"
Inez : "I used to be a fan, remember?"
Sean : "What do you mean used to?:("
Inez : "HAHA! Now you're my friend, not my idol anymore you dick"
Sean : "That's kinda true"
Sean : "Christmas almost here, what about you and Sam come over to have Christmas dinner with me and Sally? That will be fun since Sally in dying to meet you again"
Inez : "Will think about it or talk to Sam about it later. She's asleep like a fucking dead person right now"
Sean : "Yeah, you should be asleep too"
Inez : "You're right. Goodnight again, Sean"
Sean : "Goodnight:)"
I go to my room with my phone and a biggest smile on my face. I think I still couldn't sleep but at least I'm happy now. I try to not wake Sally up and get under the blanket.
At least she's happy now, no more heartbreak or sadness in her sould.
At least that's what I thought.
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So Long, Happ-inez-ss (Jacksepticeye Fanfiction)
Fanfiction"Hey, let's continue our conversation in my apartment" Sean said to Inez "Okay then" She said "I have to go right now" She said about an hour later, leaving Sean hanging, confused, and alone.
