The text I've send never get a reply from her, the thoughts I had become more and more each day, not only I miss her that much, but I really want to know what's going on with her. I see Sally sleep peacefully in my arms, still as beautiful as ever and I swear she gets better every day, but I can't help but wonder what if I have Inez instead? I shook my head, I can't even think straight. I carefully let go of her grip and go to my recording room. I sigh, I really miss her voice.
I search for Inezputri and the top video was our video together, I watch it once again. I hope we still can make video together. But how can we make video together if she doesn't even want to talk to me. Like, I don't know why she treat me this way. Am I doing anything wrong? I try to think and think but couldn't find any answer to that question.
I laugh to myself while I watch the video and remember I haven't upload the one I had in my camera tho. Maybe I will edit it and upload it really soon.
The next top video was her story about All Time Low thing that I don't really have interest in. I go to her channel and she uploaded a new video 2 days ago. "First heartbreak ever" She said in the title. Well, I don't really know about her love life, she doesn't talk about it that much in the video nor even with me. I don't know if she had a boyfriend back then.
"So, I guess finally I understand the songs that Awsten Knight wrote when he deal with heartbreak, and I guess I finally can relate to heartbreak songs now because I just had a really bad heartbreak. Am I said heartbrak that much? I think I am." She chuckled a bit. I really miss her laugh.
"Well, I send a virtual hug to you if you feel the same way. No, I don't have a boyfriend, I don't really break up with a guy, but few weeks ago I've met this guy. And he's a very sweet guy and of course he's good looking, just like a guy in a novel." She continue the story, about that guy she like, now I understand why she doesn't want to talk to me. She's sad because of something else besides her friend's funeral.
"Now he's happy with someone else, which is I can't stop and I really don't want to stop it anyway. I'm happy for him and I hope this time, they will live happily ever after. It's good tho, I mean have a first heartbreak that you should've had at highschool" She laugh a little once again "By the way, I'm gonna dye my hair purple with knight bright purple that I bought earlier today. I can't wait to do it because I've heard they can glow under black light." She said and end her video. I imagine her face with purple hair, she'll look fine as usual. I mean, she really is good looking, maybe the guy from her story can't see it, but I can see it clearly.
I sigh once again, I shouldn't think about her too much while I'm with Sally. It's like I mentally cheat on Sally if I did it. I will try to be a good friend just like Sally said to me.
Sean : "Hey, I've watched your video about the heartbreak. Are you okay now? Or do you want me to kick his ass?"
An hour passed by, and she didn't reply my text. I try once again
Sean : "If you don't want to talk to me right now, it's okay. But I want you to know that I'll be here if you need someone to talk to"
Sean: "Oh, and Sally said you're nice. She also say thank you for taking care of me while she's gone."
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3 days later, Inez uploaded a new video and fortunatelly I'm one of the early bird that time. She finally done her hair and it turns out pretty good, it looks perfect on her.
"How do I look? I really love this hair dye, the colour turns pretty nice and I love Awsten's face on it. Thanks Awsten. Now, can I be in your band? I can play bass a little." She laugh to the camera, she's adorable, I think to myself.
Maybe this won't receive a reply, but what's wrong with try again?
Sean : "I've watch your video, and purple suits you really good. And you look beautiful."
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A day goes by, and she didn't reply my text until now.
"So, how's it going with Inez?" Sally said. It doesn't feel weird anymore when i talk about Inez to Sally. But it feels like Sally is my bestfriend that give me advice to talk to my crush, that feels wrong.
"I don't know, she still don't want talk to me." I said
"I've watched her video, she's just have her first heartbreak." She said again
"Yes, I've watched it too. Maybe she's too sad to even talk about it to me. I can't push her too much, it will make her sad over and over again"
"Well, maybe you should come visit her."
"I don't know where she live." I admit honestly to her.
"Why don't you ask her friend? You know that friend who share place with her?" She said, and I'm impress of how much information she knows about Inez.
"You really watch her videos that much?" I asked, unbelieve.
"Yes, maybe I'm a fan. She's cute and nice, she looks even better in real life" Sally said and I silently agree with her. She really is beautiful. But no, I can't be a bitch and push Sally away just because I finally admit that Inez looks better than her. Besides, that's too naive if I choose someone over another just because of the look. Sounds stupid. Inez just a friend of mine, no less and no more.
I check my phone, I hope she reply my text. But the reply never come.
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So Long, Happ-inez-ss (Jacksepticeye Fanfiction)
Fanfiction"Hey, let's continue our conversation in my apartment" Sean said to Inez "Okay then" She said "I have to go right now" She said about an hour later, leaving Sean hanging, confused, and alone.
