It's been a while since I've met Inez in person. I still watch her video sometimes. I think she really into making videos on YouTube, I saw her uploaded twice a week now, even she uploaded 3 times a week once. She really is a hardworking girl. She never text me since I didn't replied to her last text, probably I should ask how's she's doing right now. But nah, she will talk to me if she want to since we're friends, at least that's what I thought to myself.
Then my notification pop up her name, "Inezputri just uploaded a new video" I click to her video "That time when I met All Time Low" Well, she's just as happy as she look in real life, maybe nothing happened to her, maybe she's just busy. I don't even have time to tell her what makes me happy again. I sigh, maybe she's busy, I thought once again. "I've met them 3 times, yeaahh I know how lucky I am" She said in her video. Well, literally she just tell that she met her favourite band. That's all. I close the video and sigh, I don't even remember when was the last time I have enough sleep. I walk out from my recording room to bedroom, maybe a little sleep won't hurt anyone.
"Sean, we're runnning out of food" Sally said from the kitchen
"Well, let's go shopping then" I said back to her, well my sleep can wait. I'm not that tired anyway.
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We're on our way to the market then I bumped to someone I really know
"Sorry, my bad" She said, fix her hair then look at me
"Inez! Long time no see" I said "Sally, this is Inez that you've asked a couple weeks ago" I said, point at Inez "Inez, meet Sally" I said to Inez. Inez smile then held her hand wait for Sally to response
"Nice to finally meet you" Sally said
"Well yeaa, nice to meet you too. And nice to meet you again, Sean. Yes, it's been a long time, but I have to go now. See you!" She said, and smile at me but not look at Sally once again before go. Yes, maybe she's busy so don't have too much time to chit-chat with me or text me like she used to. Besides, I have Sally now so she doesn't have to take care of me anymore. But deep inside, I really miss her. There's so much I want to tell her, about Sally, about my how's my life going right now, and talk about anything that just come across my mind.
"Hey, what's wrong?" Sally's voice take me back to reality "You seems so stressed out, do you want to share your thoughts?" she said again. We already arrived at the market
"Maybe later" I said and buy anything we need for at least next month.
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"I'll take a really quick nap, just wake me up if you need me" I said as soon as I walked inside my house, with my head down, I walk to my room but Sally stop me when she hug me from behind
"I know something's going on in your mind, have some sleep and talk to me if you want to." She said, I touch her hand and smile. Why should think about someone else if I have the most caring and beautiful person here in my arms.
"I love you and I'm glad you're here" I said, she let go of me and I give her a kiss on her forehead. She smile then walked away to the kitchen.
But my mind can't help but wonder, what the fuck is happen to Inez, maybe I should talk to Sally about it. I mean, Inez is one of my friend, right? I close my eyes, so tired of this life.
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"Hey you're awake, I make dinner for us" Sally said, right after she put the pan into the sink.
"Well yea, thank you" I said, not really have mood to talk.
We eat in silence and honestly it kills me because you know, I'm a loud person even the loudest person in the world.
"You busy?" She said after took the last bite of her meal. I shook my head, I really don't want to do anything right now. "Want to talk?" She asked me again, I nod my head. I still in my position while she's busy with the dirty plates now.
"What happened? You look sad" She said, not facing me
"I don't know" I said honestly.
"I don't know what's on your mind, but I can tell something's going on. Did you got bullied on internet? If yes, I will kick their asses so hard until they can't even sit properly" She said, I chuckled. She will never change.
"No. I just can't understand why my friend don't want to talk to me" I said
"Inez?" She asked, to the real point.
"Yes, I can't understand woman" I said
"Why? She doesn't reply your text?"
"Well, I never try to text her. I don't even remember the last time we talk, the last time I text her, she's on her way back here after her friend's funeral"
"Maybe she's still sad?"
"Probably"
"Then you should be a good friend and be there for her. I'm sure she's take a good care of you when I'm not around, right?"
I nod my head, yes she's right
"You not mad?" I asked her "I mean, I talk about another girl with you and--"
"No, she's your friend and she seems nice" Sally said, after finish with the dirty plates. "I don't want to be a person that jealous 24/7 when her man talk to another girl." She smile, a really bright smile. "Tell her I'm sorry for her lost, and thank you for take care of you while I'm gone." She said, wipe her hand with dry towel. I nod my head and go to my room to grab my phone. Maybe next time, I thought to myself and put back my phone.
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Days go by, and I really can't help it.
What should I said to her? Just a simple hi? Or attack her with a sweet good friend speech? Or maybe just tell her that I've missed her? Fuck it, I feel like a teenager who wants to send text to his crush.
Sean : "Hey, how are you?"
A simple text won't hurt, right?
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So Long, Happ-inez-ss (Jacksepticeye Fanfiction)
Fanfiction"Hey, let's continue our conversation in my apartment" Sean said to Inez "Okay then" She said "I have to go right now" She said about an hour later, leaving Sean hanging, confused, and alone.