Running and crying literally the only thing that Inez can do properly right now. Deep down in her heart, she didn't want the things she had with Sean ended up like this. She didn't want it come to an end. She hates her life right now, really. She run and run away as fast as possible. She just want to get home and cry just like she used to do. But she can't lie forever to herself, she want to cry but she want Sean to hold her and never let her go. Even she hope Sean will chase her down the road and stop her from leaving, but that thing just happen in a love story, right? I hate my life, she said to herself.
In the other side, Sean really feel broken. He really want to punch himself for being this fucked up and this stupid. Why would I even try, he asked himself. He lost both of the girls he loved, he deserves it. He really deserves it. That's what you've got for not being honest with yourself. That's what you've got for being not responsible to your own feeling. He cry on his own, didn't even have the courage to call anyone, didn't even have the guts to move or make a sound. He's ashamed.
"Hey, what happened?" Sam asked as soon as Inez walked in the house with tears on her face "I'm fucked" She said, wrapped her arms around Sam, hope it will keep herself together even just for a while. "He kissed me, and this time he wasn't drunk" Inez said, still cry like a little baby in Sam's arms. "Hell no" Sam said, not said a words after that. She just hold Inez in her arms, let Inez cry and calm her a little bit.
"I can't cry forever" Sean said to himself "I can't cry alone" He said again then called Sally "I need you" He said then hung up, make Sally confused and worried at the same time so she run to catch up a bus to go to Sean's place. What happened this time, Sally asked to herself. She didn't expect any worse thing would happen to Sean. She never thought that Sean have the most fragile heart and dumbest mind. Sally sigh in relief after she opened the door and look at Sean just sit on the couch, doing nothing. But little did she knows, Sean's dead inside.
"You should sleep right now, you have to go to Indonesia tomorrow, remember?" Sam said after Inez's stop crying "Yes, you right" She said, and finally pulled away from Sam's comfortable hug. "Have you told Sean about your plan?" She asked "No, he didn't need to know since I mean nothing to him after all." Sam nodded her head, really feel sorry about what her friend had been through. Inez didn't deserve to feel this way, Sam tought. "And please, if he for some reason come here and ask about me. Please tell him you don't know anything. But if Alex somehow ask you, tell him I'll come back in a month" Inez said, then Sam nodded her head once again.
"Then she runaway" Sean told everything that happened in his life since Sally left him and Sally listen to him carefully. "And now she left" Sean said, put his face on his hands. "Did you confess your feeling to her?" Sally said, so calm too calm. "Why do you even care with me anymore? I broke you so much" Sean said, can't receive any loves from anyone, he feels like he doesn't deserve anything at all. "Becauce I want to" Sally said, put one of her hand on Sean's face and the other on his hands. "Just why?" Sean said "I don't know." . "Do you still love me?" Sean asked, look at her deadly in her eyes, she sigh. "I don't, Sean. I really can't love you anymore, that's why I never said I love you too whenever you said I love you to me. Did you even notice that?" Sean shook his head, too dumb to notice a little change that Sally did. "But I notice you stop kiss me" Sean said, sadly. "I'm sorry Sean. It's not like you're not enough, it is me. I'm sorry" She said "But I want to be here for you, I want to be your best friend like we used to" She finished and hug Sean tightly in her arms.
Sean : "Please, I'm sorry"
Sean : "Please forgive me, I can't lose anyone anymore"
Sean : "Please come back"
No matter how many times Sean text Inez, Inez just stood there, leaving Sean in read.
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"Goodluck, Inez" Alex said on the other side. Inez on her way to airport with Sam and on the phone with Alex. He's pretty tired, she could tell. "Thank you, Alex. I'm so nervous, I hope you're here" she said, the tour finally over and he's in his house prepare for another new song that will coming up anytime soon. "Goodluck on your new song, by the way" Inez said again, try to forget what makes her afraid "You need to sleep, Alex" Inez said again, his voice so low and so tired. "I know, but I want to be with you. Just until it's time to your flight" His voice so hipnotize, Inez couldn't get tired of it. "You know I want to be there for you, right? I hope you don't hesitated it" Inez smile at the thought of Alex's face in her mind.
"Goodluck, Inez" Sam said, pull Inez into a hug. Inez walked away from Sam and waved her goodbye. I can do it, Inez thought to herself. Not about the test, but about leaving Sean and not coming back to him ever again.
Sean : "Please, I beg you"
Sean : "We need to talk"
"She didn't even reply any of my texts" Sean said, so depressed about it. Beside him, Sally wrapped her arm around Sean and try to calm him down. "Maybe she's busy" She said, try to bring another possitiveness into Sean's head. But it's no use. "No she's not. She just hates me that much" Sean said, lean into Sally's arm just like a little dog that need protection. "It's okay, Sean" Sally put her arm on his head, and rest her chin on his head, hold him close and tight. "What should I do?" Sean said, still in Sally's arm "You need to show her that you love her so much" Sally said, too simple but it's so hard to do, Sean thought in his head. "But now Alex in the frame" He said, close his eyes a little bit tighter in hope it will block him to imagine Alex's face in his head. "If your love is stronger than Alex's, I'm sure she will feel it and come back to you. You've made her fell in love one time, maybe you can do it again" Sally said, and that's I was thought to myself when I wanted her back in my life. But things going wrong after that. "Cheer up, Sean. Smile and shine bright like you used to" Sally said, pulled away from the hug but grab Sean's face on her hands. Sean let a little smile on his face, and it brighten his face a little bit. "I love you" Sally said "No romance tho" She continue, cause a laugh escape Sean's mouth.
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Inez look at her phone and saw Sean's texts. Inez shook her head, she need to stop to talk to him. After hours feels like years finally she's arrived and found her mom on the crowd, she run to her and hug her so tight "I miss you, my child" Her mom said, as pulled away.
Inez : "I'm in Indonesia, talk to you later"
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So Long, Happ-inez-ss (Jacksepticeye Fanfiction)
Fanfiction"Hey, let's continue our conversation in my apartment" Sean said to Inez "Okay then" She said "I have to go right now" She said about an hour later, leaving Sean hanging, confused, and alone.
