Another years has gone by, another chances were wasted, now it's new year again. New year, new me they said. But it feels like I'm just me, you know. Nothing change because of new year, everything change because of pain. Sam and I spent our Chirstmas night with Sean and Sally. Once again, I need to keep myself together to not cry in front of them. But, you know my walls wasn't strong enough so I had to excuse myself to the bathroom to let my tears fell down. Just a little, of course. But let's not talk about what brings pain in our life, let's talk about how life treat you nicely. For example, I can go to another All Time Low concert, it's my 4th times to meet them, well yea it's actually 5th for Alex.
"Well now I'm ready to go, hopefully lucky enough to be notice by Alexander Gaskarth again" I said to the camera "But sadly, I won't bring my camera there, becaus eyou know. I want to enjoy the concert like a normal fans would do." I finish my (now) daily vlog and make sure I'm not forget something else to bring with me. This time, Sam drive me there and told me to meet her at the bar after the concert because she want to drink and drunk for the first time in this year. Well, yeah.
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"Make a noise if you feel alive!" Alex shout between Dirty Laundry song and of course the crowd going crazy (included me). Song by song, another Instagram story have sent to my profile, and many more. I even met someone who loves my video, you know that's kinda a bonus for me. Her name is Chole and she said she loves me even more when I start to upload about All Tiime Low and other bands that she also loved. "I'd love to be your concert buddy" I said to her, and she literally smile as wide as she can "Really?!" She said, almost yelled to be heard. "Yes! I mean of course! You know that Sam never like stuff I like" I said to her. She hug in in the middle of human ocean we're in. Finally I make a friend. I'm sorry Chole, I've got to go in 7 months.
The concert sadly come to an end. "Do you want to hang out with me and Sam?" I asked Chole as we walked out to the street
"I'd love to, but I have to do my homework so I can sleep all day tomorrow. Besides, my mom will come and pick me up anytime soon" She said, still smile
"Well, I will wait with you until you mom arrived" I said, I just want to make sure she's safe.
After about 10 minutes talk with her and get to know her a little bit more, her mom come and she waved goodbye to me as she jumped into the car, happily.
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Inez : "Where are you? Please tell me you're not wasted already"
Sam : "I'm inside"
I walked in and found her around the corner with a glass of whatever she had.
"How's the concert?" She asked, took a sip from her cup
"Nice, and good, and perfect." I said
We talk and talk until I don't know how to walk or stand anymore. Just before I'm about to fall to the ground, someone catch me and help me to stand perfectly.
"Thanks Sam. I thought you're drunk" I said and giggle from the thoughts of Sam drunk-dance on the dance floor.
"No, I'm not Sam. You shouldn't be this drunk, Asian lady" Someone said, still hold my waist to support my legs. I try to open my eyes to see who the fuck is this guy, but I'm not that curious right now. I wrapped my hands around his neck and get closer to his face, still try to make my vision less blurry. No use. A giggle escape from my mouth when I realised he had the most beautiful eyes and I get lost easily on them.
"Where do you live?" He asked
"Well, where do you live?" I asked back to him. Of course that's something I wouldn't ever did when I'm sober enough. I look at his hair, nope it's not bright green that I like. It's more like pink that already faded. I don't know, it's too dark, I can't hear clearly.
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So Long, Happ-inez-ss (Jacksepticeye Fanfiction)
Fanfiction"Hey, let's continue our conversation in my apartment" Sean said to Inez "Okay then" She said "I have to go right now" She said about an hour later, leaving Sean hanging, confused, and alone.
