Banana Pancakes

Chapter Seven

26 July 4:29
Sirius? You awake..?

Yeah babe

Shh I just I can't stop thinking you know

Yeah I understand Re
What's on your mind

I want to come out..

Wait you haven't? I thought you were "THE gay"??

I mean, I am but just to Marlene, that's how she describes me
She's the only one I've told and you

That's okay I remember coming out to my parents I mean, they're not the best people, but despite how awful they are, they didn't kick me out, so I wouldn't expect the worse Remus, you're their son

Yeah but the thought of them knowing, I don't want them to hate me

They will still love you, Rem, I have a few other friends and their parents had to take some time to accept it

That's what makes me mad
Why can't people just love who they want to love
Why does there have to be a religious barrier
I want to be able to not worry about getting discriminated just bc I like it in the butt

I know Remus, I hate it too love
Just remember you have me, and I'll always be here, but you don't have to rush into coming out, just do it when you're ready

You're right, I just feel like I'm carrying some weight and I don't like hiding from my parents

Of course I'm right (;
But honestly, I would just sleep on it and have a clear mind to think about it

That sounds good
I think I'll do that
Goodnight Sirius

Night Remmy, sleep well

12:31

five more freaking days until I'm on the move I'm so pumped

I'm excited for you! Is that why you're at Uni?

Yeah football, got a scholarship otherwise I wouldn't have gone

Hm, will your games be televised? I'd like to see ur arse when ur playing

((((; ur making me blush, but no sadly

aw I would've watched

I know, but if I knew you were watching I'd probably mess up trying to impress you so badly

you'd try and impress me? I'd love to see you all flustered

I'd love to see you in person

I know... so would I
maybe we could meet sometime soon, after you get back?

Sure that sounds perfect

and very scary

Huh why?

What if it's awkward?

It won't be, trust me, I'll do everything in my power to not make it awkward

Thank you haha

Of course my love

Sirius sometimes u just make me roll my eyes too much, and thanks to you I have a headache

Not my fault I can confess my love so openly (;

Love, sure that's what you call it