Banana Pancakes

Chapter Nine

20 August 14:56
hey it's been a while..

yeah sorry Rem, my classes have me drowning
I did get your other texts, I'm sorry for not having responded

It's been almost a week I was starting to get worried

I know I didn't mean to, I just always think sometimes I texted back

But you didn't

No, I didn't you're right but Im talking to you now

Yeah so how are your classes going despite all the work??

It's all interesting, I never really have liked school but now that I'm focusing on my plan B I'm ready to just get through this

I understand

Are you okay? How have you been?

I'm alright just in a mood, but really all I'm doing is my summer assignments to keep myself busy

That's good at least you're getting stuff done lol

Yeah I guess

6 September 23:12
I really miss talking to you

I miss talking to you too Remus

I start school tomorrow and I don't wanna

You'll be fine, it's ur last year!

Last year my arse, just come pick me up and let's go off into the sunset

That sounds vvvv intriguing but we both know we can't

I wish we cooouuuulddd

But you don't want to meet yet, remember

Yeah. I know. I'm sorry

Re, how many goddamn times do I have to tell you that it's fine??

Sorry, I just feel bad

Don't babe, it's alright I really don't mind

Okay.. I'm gonna go to sleep now

You do that, sleep well and good luck tomorrow

Thanks and you too

13 September 19:32
I'm so done
I made a mistake

What's the matter??

I came out to my parents

"Remus.."

"You d-didn't have to call me."

"I wanted to, you shouldn't have to go through this by yourself. I'll be your backbone, love. Just tell me what happened, or you don't have to, I can sing you songs from the Sex Pistols.."

"They.. they um, just their eyes, Sirius. The look in their eyes, it makes me want to just disappear. They seem so disappointed, I'm just happy they aren't angry, but I can't stand the way they look at me as if I'm a stranger. I'm their son-- I don't know what to do.."

"Rem.. please, calm down.. take a few breaths. In and out, there you go.."

"I'm over at my friend's, she's letting me stay with her for now, she doesn't know why or what for, but what if I tell her and she kicks me out? I won't have anywhere.. I left my house so I could give my parents time to process it all.."