Banana Pancakes

Chapter Fourteen

James, Sirius, Lily, Remus

October 20 15:02

Sirius mate, u need to hurry up
What's been wrong with you lately?
You were supposed to be at practice by now
Sirius
Come on

I'm not going

Oh why the fuck not
Come on, just bc you think you're some dirty asshole doesn't mean you can't still play

You don't get it James
If lily cut all contact off with you, how would you feel
Especially if you're the one who caused it

Mate
I know you really liked Remus, but you've done what you could.. I'm not sure how else you'll be able to really get back in contact
I don't want to be a downer, but how on earth could you possibly find him

I have connections in the dark web

Sirius, no you don't

Fine I don't
But I don't know
I just know I can't give up on him
Fuck James
You weren't there for all the times we called in the night, how many times we laughed until we cried on the phone, how many times we planned what we would do once we met
I really messed up

Sirius, I personally believe that everything happens for a reason.. I haven't seen you this happy with someone since we left secondary school
I just think time apart to think and process things will help
Perhaps you'll meet someone in real life, someone you can do things with

I only want remus mate.. I'll be down in five mins

Okay, just keep ur head up

October 20:38

Lily
I need ur help love

Yes ?

Since you're into the whole nosy journaling thing, you know how to find people, right?

Excuse you? It's not nosy u bloody shithead, but yes.. I do.

I need you to find someone for me

Name?

Remus

Last... name?

Uh... I'm not sure?

James, you idiot, I need a first and last name, do you have any idea how many people are named Remus out there?

Shit, you're right..

Do you have a picture?

Uhh.. yes actually.. I'll send it.

Okay, got it. It'll take some time, but I'll try my best. Don't get your hopes up.

I won't

James, punch Sirius for me, okay?

Lily why the hell would I do that

Because you love me and he needs to snap out of it and own up to his shit

Fine Madame, will do

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Xx

October 26 9:04

James fucking Potter
Why the fuck are there missing person photos of Remus all over town
I went to get some fucking eggs and I see his picture every where

Okay
I know you're mad
But if someone calls our number, then we know where to find him!

You fucking idiot
They'll call the police!
Remus already hates me enough! I don't want to make it worse

Okay, okay sorry mate
I'll go take them down..

Thank you, JFC you're so difficult

I just wanted to help

That's all you ever want to do, and all you do is break things some more

Fuck you.
I wanted to see my best mate smiling again like the fucking twat he is, but whatever
I won't help you anymore
Deal with your own shit

No James
Ugh
I'm just so miserable

I KNOW THAT
WHO DO YOU THINK I AM

You're my best mate

Damn right I am, of course I know you're miserable
I'd know in a heart beat
Ever since we met, I knew you were the only best friend for me

I know.. and I'm sorry
I wish I knew how to handle this situation
But I'm so lost and confused
I feel like I'm going to go insane
I'm so worried
I just feel like Remus might die or get seriously hurt
And I'll never know
And I'll be searching, and then find out he's been dead for a while

Okay, first off
Stop overthinking this
And secondly, shut up
This is so annoying, seeing you pretty much ruin yourself and not do anything about it
Let me help you
Let me help you find Remus, perhaps you two could finally meet

But I'm too scared, I get that I'm being idiotic, that I'm throw myself a pity party and not doing shit about it
But I really did mess up, and I really did make a mistake
I just feel as if once I do find him, he'll never want to see me again

The way you speak about him, I don't think he's going to feel that way.. He seems kind and forgiving, and key word mate: mistake
It's a mistake if you do it once, and a decision if you do it twice
The best you can do is apologize to him
I'll help you find this little twit so you can stop being so butt hurt

Don't call him a twit

Oh my god
Okay fine
Just will you take my help?

Yes.. just no more missing persons fliers

As you wish

Don't quote princess bride u wanker

You know you love that movie

JUST GO AND FIND HIM ALREADY

James Potter, STALKER is on the case

DONT STALK HIM

u make this no fun whatsoever

I DONT WANT ANY POLICE INVOLVED

I'll play by the rules then, u don't have to worry

Good
Now go find the possible love of my life

You got it, mate!
Anything for the worst best friend on the planet

Hate you too
Now fuck off

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(N/A: I know it's short. I'm sorry, lol. I thought this would be a good place to end for what I will be doing next.. Thank you guys so much for all the comments! Votes! Views, everything. It really gives me the motivation I need to write this stuff, and I have so much fun doing it. I think I'll be updating almost every weekend, or whenever I get a chance.. Just know I'm reading all your comments! Thanks!)