Banana Pancakes

Chapter Ten

22 September 00:19
"Hello..?"

"Sirius.. I'm sorry, I know it's late.."

"No, no, moony it's okay. What s'matter?"

"Did you know you sound really hot when you're sleepy?"

"Remus.."

"Right, um.. now that I've called I don't know what to say.."

"Wait.. what's that annoying beeping noise.. Fuck, Remus are you in the hospital? Are you okay? Did someone hurt you?"

"Er, yeah.. more like I hurt myself but it's nothing too bad, I swear. I didn't mean to, I didn't want to.."

"Jesus, Remus what the hell happened..?"

"Remember me telling you about my ptsd? Well.. sometimes I'll go into these episodes from being stressed out too much, constant worrying and all that, you know? And it'll just be triggered and I can't do anything about it."

"Okay.. alright, I understand. You scared the hell out of me, can you tell me what all happened to get you landed in a bloody hospital?"

"One of Lily's dickheaded friends outed me, he must've heard us talking. I mean, it wasn't that bad, but the comments I could hear.. Just elevated my stress, my parents already depress me. Don't get me wrong, they're really trying and I love them to pieces, but uh anyway, at school today I was just so angry. I punched this one kid because he called me a faggot and I was just on edge. I didn't want everyone knowing something like that, there's no reason for the whole school to know, so when I punched him and he punched back, I blacked out. I remember waking up here.. the other kid was beaten up pretty badly.."

"Okay.. wow.. Rem, I am so sorry you had to be outed when you weren't ready, that's the worst possible thing. At least your parents are warming up to the idea, I'm just sad that I couldn't be there to help, or protect you from this idiotic world. I wanna fuck up the prick who outed you, and the one who punched you back. I'm sorry, but he decided to call you a fag, which is the most airlheaded insult. Please, Rem, just remember to take care of yourself.."

"I will.. I'm sorry for having worried you, Sirius. I really am, I always feel like I'm pulling you down. I just have so much fucking shit going on and I'm tired of being so pitiful."

"Oh, come on Remus. You're not pitiful, you're great! I actually like helping you out, it feels like I can actually do something since we are probably miles apart. I like being here for you.. Besides, you're the only person who can make me laugh until I'm red as gran on Christmas with her cheeky cherry blush."

"What fucking kind of simile even is that? You are such a loser."

"I'm your loser, though. And hopefully I'll be a sore loser when we finally meet, if you know what I mean."

"I can picture you with the biggest shit eating grin on your face right now, you horny animal."

"I'm only horny for youu- Sirius, who is that?"

"Who's that?"

"No one. Don't worry about it."

"Is someone with you? It sounded like a guy.."

"Yes, someone is with me. Yes, it's a gu-"
Why the fuck did u hang up on me u shit