Banana Pancakes

Chapter Twelve

October 1 18:03
Hey.. it's been a while

you're right, it has
I've been fucking worried

Sirius... I know I should've called, I was going to but I chickened out

You couldn't even tell me you were okay?? What the hell, Moony!

I know! I know, believe me. Please... I'll tell you everything, let me call you..

Fine.

"You better have a good reason for this, I'm not usually the clingy, or overprotective type.. but with you.. I can't help but feel that way. I don't know where you are, all I have is this stupid phone and any minute there could be a terrible accident and you could fucking die and I'd never know it and my last words to you would've been horniness or some shit like that!"

"Sirius, love.. please calm down.."

"Remus– wait, are you alright? Everything is okay, right? You sound.. awful, not trying to be mean.. I mean, you just don't sound like yourself.."

"I'm.. okay.. I'm sorry, I know I should've called, I've just been in the hospital for these past few days.. My Nana is here.. she.. last night.."

"Remmy, it's okay... Shh.. I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry, I'm such a shithead.."

"No.. you're okay, I'd be probably even more worried than you, it's just.. I didn't want to leave her, and I knew I had to spend as much time with her as I could before she.. passed a-away.."

"Rem... love... please don't cry.. I wish I were there right now, I wish I could comfort you.. all I have is memes.. I don't think you'd want me to send you those at a time like this.."

"You're such a dweeb.."

"At least I made you laugh..."

"Yeah.. I'll.. talk to you later okay? Thank you, Sirius. You have no idea how much I appreciate your existence."

"Okay.. and you better appreciate it! I'm the only good you're gonna get!"

"Did you just quote The Imcredibles? Are you sure you're not American?"

"Ew, yuck. I'm sure.. and yes, I did as matter of fact. My condolences to your family, Remmy. Hang in there, love."

"I will.. bye."

"Byeeee."

October 7 12:23
Remmy

Yessum?

You doing okay?

Yeah.. we just had her layout and everything yesterday, now my family is just over. Thankfully, my parents are more accepting.. about the whole coming out thing. I think my Nana had helped with a lot of it.. I told her about it. I also think.. losing someone put things in perspective.. like.. I could leave them any day.. We all talked it out.. and now everything is beginning to settle. I'm sorry we haven't been able to talk much..