After my bath I went straight to bed I soon fell asleep but started having a nightmare about been attacked I was screaming in my dream I could feel someone holding talking to me in a soothing voice telling me to wake up it was glen my eyes shot open and met his he had me in his arms "shhh it's ok it was just a bad dream" "I was been attacked again" "your safe Charlie it's ok" I started sobbing "come on its ok" he said pulling me further in his arms for a hug he stroked my back soothing me "do you want a drink" he asked I nodded "tea ok" "teas perfect" I told him he got up to make us a drink I dried my eyes and followed him I sat huddled on the sofa when he came over with the tea I took it off him "thanks" he sat down at the side of me "you want to talk about it" "not really" "don't bottle it up you can talk to me" "really glen because you've hardly spoke to me since I got here" "I know I guess I just don't know what to say" "how about how your feeling" "ok I'm hurt heartbroken gutted annoyed does that help" he said raising his voice at me "so why were you at the studio the night I was attacked and why did you stay by my side in the hospital if you hate me so much" "I don't hate you go know it would be easier if I did I came to see you to get you to explain what Danny told me" "an ht did he tell you" "that you shouted my name out at an innopropriate time and crushed his ego" "yeh I did and now I've hurt both of you" he nodded "maybe it's for the best if I cut contact with both of you and you can pretend I never existed" "don't Charlie" "glen I've done nothin but cause trouble I came here to sort myself out and all I've done is make things worse I've destroyed our friendship because I didn't have the guts to tell you that you mean the world to me and I've slept with your band mate I just want you to know I wanted you but you broke my heart" "I broke your heart why the fuck does that mean" "when you got with Laura" "so this is my fault grow the hell up Charlie" he said bangin his cup down "I wanted to tell you but then she started turning up with you everywhere I knew I'd let my chance go" "we've split up" "Danny told me why" "because she wasn't you" he sai getting up and going to hi room
