I kept waking up then drifting off I was aware I was in hospital but couldn't focus long enough to work anything else out when I did eventually stay awake long enough I tried to drag the oxygen mask off my face but heard someone telling me to leave it on I couldn't focus on who it was when I came too again I managed to look round and saw glen sitting in the chair asleep I move my hand to touch him he jumped and looked at me "hey" he said "hey" "how you feeling" he asked movin closer "exhausted what happened" I asked him "you fainted backstage on a tv programme and couldn't stand or wake up properly you've been out of it for the past few days" he told me "what's wrong with me" I asked him "your anemic and were dehydrated and there's something else" "what" "your 6 weeks pregnant" he told me I laid there shocked that I was pregnant again so soon after Leo he wasn't even a year old yet I know we hadn't been careful but I wanted to be married and take my time and watch Leo grow up first before we had anymore kids "right is everything ok" I asked "yeh they scanned you when it came up on the blood tests baby is perfect I can't believe we're having another baby so soon" "me neither" "what's wrong you don't seen happy" "I'm shocked I thought we'd been lucky when we weren't careful I had hoped we'd try again when Leo was older" "what you saying" he asked "nothing I'm just shocked glen that's all it's going to take some getting used to" "are you saying you don't want the baby" "no I'm not saying that glen it's just a shock I'm gonna have 2 kids under 2 it's gonna be hard my career is over now that's for sure" "why would it be" "who's going to look after them your not going to be at home are you it's gonna be me and I'm not prepared to leave them with a nanny" "our parents can help" "oh yeh both of us jetting off on world tours leaving them behind really" "we'd sort something out" "forget it" I snapped he looked at his watch "sorry am I keeping you" I asked him "I have to go to the studio" "don't let me keep you" he got up and placed a kiss on my head "I love you and you don't have to give anything up we can make it work I promise" he told me I was eventually discharged the next day and glen wouldn't stop fussing and getting me things I couldn't move or do anything it was annoying me he'd left me unsupervised to go get some tea so I went to get the plates ready when I heard him return "what are you doing" he said "getting stuff ready" "I told you not to move your still recovering its not just you Charlie" "I know bloody hell glen I an lift a few plates" "no you can't you need to be careful you know what the doctor said so go sit and I will bring your food in" I slopped off to the lounge to sit down again or face the rath of glen again
