I felt so scared seeing the positive test I decided not to tell glen until I'd been to the doctors and knew everything was ok I threw the test away and went back downstairs "you ok"glen asked "yeh fine" "it looks like the press have found out were engaged" he told me showing me a paper we were in the gossip section it had a picture of us holding hands then a picture of my ring "great" "do you want to say something or just leave it" "just leave it the minute we say something they'll think they have the right to but into our lives" I untold him "ok I agree" we spent most of the day chilling out glen had to go to the studio to do some recording and wouldn't be back till late I took myself off to bed early I woke up at 7am to be sick glen wasn't in bed after throwing up I looked round the house he was no where to be seen I grabbed my phone he sent a text saying they were still at it and the songs were flowing I made breakfast and then got myself ready for the day I was doing more promo I finished at about 7 and made my way home glens car was in the drive I opened the door and could hear the TV on I went in and glen was asleep on the sofa he looked so cute I turned the TV off which made him wake up "hey" he said "what time did you get home" I asked him "about 12" "you eaten I asked him "no" "I'll make us something" I told him going to the kitchen he followed "how's your day been" he asked "busy got asked loads of questions about us" "oh yeh" "I didn't answer any of them I was polite and just said we like to keep our private lives private" "good on you" he told me I made us some food and then went for a shower glen was laid in bed when I came out already asleep I had an appointment at the doctors the next day and the doctor confirmed my pregnancy I was scanned and the baby was growing as it should the heartbeat was strong I decided to wait until was 12 weeks before telling glen I was just so scared after what had happened last time I got back home and could hear glens raised voice in the kitchen I walked in he was on the phone going mad with someone I could see a paper on the floor it had obviously been thrown I went to pick it up glen hadn't seen me yet I picked it up "Charlie no get off it" glen shouted at me I glanced down and saw a photo of glen with a girl I read the headline it said the script's drummer cheats on beautiful fiancée Charlie Howard there were more pictures of him and a girl hugging and looking close glen was in front of me "what's this" I asked "its not what it looks like" "really so tell me what it is then" "it was that night in america when you came out" " you only did that shot with her didn't you" "there was a few hugs and pictures" "so why's it saying you cheated" "because it looks like I'm kissing her" I looked at the other pictures there's was one where it looked like they were kissing I threw the paper at him "you fucking idiot" "I didn't kiss her Charlie" "it looks like it for god sake glen" I grabbed my bag and stormed out the house I couldn't be near him I needed to clear my head I had the baby to think about I dialled Danny's number "hey" he answered "can I see you" I asked "erm yeh sure" "ok see you soon" I drove ton his place he let me in "you seen the paper" I asked him "yeh I take it you have too" "yeh did he kiss her danny and I want the truth" "no he didn't she was all over him but he didn't do anything with her I promise you" "the pictures are everywhere danny" "I know he didn't do anything though Charlie he loves you your engaged" I nodded I started crying "aww come on Charlie I know you don't believe what's been written" "I just had to get out I was at the doctors this morning" "you ok" "I'm pregnant glen doesn't know I'm so scared danny" "Charlie go home and talk to him I know your scared but you need to tell him" he hugged me and hugged him back he saw me out to my car and I drove home glen was instantly at my side when I got home "you ok" he asked "we need to talk" I went and sat in the lounge "I was at the doctors this morning" I told him "why what's wrong" he asked "I'm pregnant I had a scan the baby is fine strong heartbeat growing as it should be" "how far along are you" "6 weeks" "while we were in america" "yeh its a tour baby" "Charlie look at me" I looked up at him "I'm scared its gonna happen again" "I know me too you'll be looked after more this time" "I know the doctor said" "its gonna be fine Charlie""we thought that last time glen I can't deal with the stress of the press writing bull shit as well that's why I walked out" "I know come here"he said pulling me into his arms letting me cry all my worries out he kissed me head "its gonna be ok Charlie I promise" "don't glen please don't promise that" I sobbed into his arms
