I eventually got back to sleep and slept in till noon I got up and made my way out of my room in search of tea I could see glen out on the balcony I quickly made my tea and joined him "hey" I said "hey you sleep ok" he asked "not really I couldn't stop thinking" I confessed he carried on looking everywhere except at me "for what its worth glen I'm sorry" "so you said doesn't really change anything though" "can we try and get past this" "past what you fucking my band mate" I flinched at what he said "well I'm gonna try and get past you and Laura" I snapped back walking inside "fuck you charlie your so out of fucking line" "I'm out of line god have you heard yourself I made a mistake glen I'm sorry ok what more can I say" "a mistake you repeated 3 times" "and how many times did you sleep with Laura then oh wait that's ok that's different your such a hypocrite I don't know why I love you so much" I stopped talking we both looked at each other shocked at what had come out my mouth "I should leave" I said putting my tea down and walking off to my room I shut the door and sat down on the bed and cried I finally confessed to how I really felt about him I quickly changed and called a taxi glen was stood in the kitchen his head shot up and his eyes met mine "I'm going" he nodded and came closer "for what its worth I meant what I said I'm sorry I hurt you" he came closer again "did you mean what you said about loving me" he asked I nodded letting a tear slip from my eye I wiped it away "with all my heart" he looked down then moved so he was standing right in front of me I leaned in and gave me a kiss on the lips "I love you too" he whispered kissing me again "but I need time" he added "and so do you" he told me I nodded "my taxi should be here" I said I left his flat and went back to my own not really knowing what was gong to happen with me and glen we'd just confessed to loving each other but walked away from each other
