Danny let me have his bed that night not that I slept much I woke about 7 and decided to go get my things I quickly dressed and drove to mine and glens house I let myself in and went straight upstairs glen was just about to come downstairs "I won't be long" I told him "can we talk" he asked following me into the bedroom "not much to say is there really" "yes there is you seem to think I don't want this baby" "you don't" "I do Charlie please baby listen to me" he said grabbing my hand and turning me round "it's just sooner than I would have liked but it's still our baby" "my baby glen you didn't even come into the doctors with me" "I know and I'm a dickhead for doing that but I'm gonna be there for every scan and appointment from now on I promise I shouldn't have done that to you" "no you shouldn't have" "I'm so sorry" he said trying to hug me I pushed him off and started emptying the wardrobe "listen to me Charlie please I want you and I want this baby honestly hand on heart I'm scared its been a long time since I've ever even thought about having kids with someone and I've never even thougt about marriage before but your it for me" "you want to get married" "yeh one day" I stopped what I was doing and sat down "I want that too glen I'm scared it was different with Jacob I tried so hard not to think of him as mine and when he was born early I was so scared" "I know but you've got me this time I'm not going anywhere" "you promise" "I promise you and the baby and Luke are my number one priority" I nodded "am I forgiven for been an idiot" "suppose so make me a tea and I'll see" he smiled and kissed my head and put his hand on my tummy he brought me a cup of tea up and we sat in bed talking "you feeling ok" he asked "tired" I told him "you should rest" he told me "stay with me" I asked him he laid down at the side of me and pulled me into his arms kissing my head "I love you" he told me "I love you too" we fell asleep in each others arms
