I was laid in my hospital bed watching glen hold our son it was the most beautiful sight in the world "he's perfect" glen said "his you feeling" he asked "exhausted" "you should sleep" I nodded my eyes already closing I woke up to the sound of crying I opened my eyes glen was trying to soothe the baby "is he hungry" I asked "yeh I think so" I held my arms out and started to feed him I took my time to look at him he was just like glen all dark hair and blue eyes he was perfect he was looking back up at me "we need to give you a name mr" I told him "I like Leo" glen said "so we've got Leo Zac and jack" he said "I think he looks like a Leo" I said "what do you think little man do you like Leo" he squeezed my finger "aww he's squeezing my finger I think he likes it" I said "Leo James power" I said a few hours later and after various family me members visiting we were allowed home I'd just put him down in his Moses basket "why don't you go sleep" glen said "I'm fine" "you need to sleep when he does" "I might go have a shower" "come here" he said he hugged me "I love you so much" "I love you too" "no pain relief I'm so proud of you" "I nearly gave in believe me" "you were so brave he's perfect I can't believe he's here" "me neither" he gave me a kiss and let me go for a shower I came back down and glen was holding Leo he was a natural "he hungry again" "afraid so yes a little guzzler" "just like his daddy" "oi cheeky" he said I fed him again and was holding him in my arms he was such a chilled out baby guess he took after his daddy the next few days were a blur of feeds nappies and crying we decided to go see danny and mark in the studio glen was carrying Leo in his car seat the minute they heard the door opened the lads got up and started congratulating us cooing over Leo "Aw mate look at him" danny said "want a hold" glen asked "erm yeh" glen got Leo out of his car seat and passed him to danny Leo looked even smaller in Danny's arms there he looked so good holding a baby mark had a hold then "aww man this makes me want another one" he said "how you feeling Charlie" mark asked "knackered" I told him "bet you are I hope powers pulling his weight" danny said "he is he can't do enough" "who's for a drink" glen asked everyone said yes I asked for a date seen as I was breast feeding danny was holding Leo again I couldn't handle watching him hold him it was making me feel funny so I got up to help glen "you ok" he asked as I went in the kitchen "yeh them two are cooing so I thought I'd sneak a cuddle in" he smiled and pulled me into his arms giving me a kiss
