We spent a week in hospital with Leo it was touch and go at times with him but he was allowed home I was sat watching him sleeping in his Moses basket "you coming downstairs" glen asked "no I want to stay with him" "put the monitor on" "no I'm not leaving him" "Charlie come on he's ok" I followed him downstairs I was sat listening to every little noise "Charlie your gonna make yourself ill" "I'm just scared" "I know I am too but he's home he's ok" I nodded we spent the next few days settling him back in he was starting to pick up abit glen had invited Danny and mark round for drinks and something to eat I'd disappeared into the lounge with Leo leaving them to it I was feeding Leo when Danny came in "ooh sorry" he said I covered myself up abit "he ok now" "yeh he's fine back to normal" "can I hold him" "yeh let me finish feeding him" I winded him and passed him to Danny "he looks so much like glen it's scary' "I know he does I can't see any of me in him" "his nose looks like yours" "hmm a little bit" Leo opened his eyes and looked at Danny "hiya mate you ok" Leo kept looking at him he was transfixed by him Danny looked a natural with a baby "you been a good boy for your mummy she's the best" he whispered to him he handed him back to me "he's perfect Charlie you and glen are so lucky" "I know we are this will be you one day" "maybe it's abit hard when the girl you think is the one is in love with your best mate" "what" I questioned him "nothing forget it" he said getting up and leaving the room
