Danny came wandering in "that didn't go we'll be slammed the door" "no it's over fuck its over" "shit Charlie I'm sorry" "aww don't worry Danny it's fine" I told him "Charlie come here" he said to me I walked into his arms and cried "I really have lost everything" I sobbed I pulled out of his arms and opened the bag glen had bought with him inside was the things I'd bought him over our time together so he was playing that game was he I went upstairs and got all the things he'd bought me and stormed out to my car speeding off to his house he was going to get a taste of his own medicine I banged on the door he appeared moments later "you sjoum have said we were giving each other our gifts back i would have got you them while you were still there" I snapped he moved to let me in "I think I've got everything if I've forgotten anything let me know" "fine" "I'd hate to have any reminders of you" "cheers" "what have you done with the baby's things" "there still in her room" he said "can I go up" he nodded I made my way to what would have been the nursery i stood in the door way just looking there was a Moses basket and the pram still boxed up I heard glen behind me "do you want them" "no I can't" "I wasn't sure what to do with them" "do what you want I don't care" "really that's nice" "I didn't mean it like that" "really how did you mean it" "I don't want to argue with you glen" "just get the fuck out" he shocked me with the venom in his voice "how did we end up like this" "our baby died and you walked out on me without a fucking thought about me" "that's not fair" "no what's not fair is our baby dying and you shutting me out making up bull shit reasons so you could walk away from me did you eer think about how I felt she was my baby too" he let out a sob I moved closer to him he tried to pull away but I stopped him pulling him into my arms "I'm so sorry glen I know she was your baby too I just couldn't see past my own grief I couldn't keep her alive its my fault" "it's not your fault you did nothing wrong the doctor said that" "it's how I feel glen" he lent his head against mine I lent in and kissed him he pulled away then kissed me back we stumbled to the bedroom losing clothes on our way
