I managed to get a doctors appointment for later on that day and went up to tell glen who had just got out the shower his only response was wake me half an hour before we need to go I watched some tv for abit then got myself ready and woke glen we drove in silence to the doctors "I'm gonna stay in the car" he told me tears flooded my eyes "is this how it's going to be is it don't wait for me I'll make my own way back seen as I'm doing this on my own" "Charlie" "fuck you glen" I snapped getting out of the car I told the receptionist my name and took a seat a few minutes later I was called through the doctor asked me some questions and made me take another test "I can confirm you are pregnant Charlie" he told me he made me an appointment for a scan which was in 3 days time I thanked the doctor and left glen had gone just like I'd told him looks like I was doing this on my own I walked to Carly's after checking she was in "you ok" she asked me opening the door I burst into tears "Charlie what's wrong" "I'm pregnant" "ok come on sit down" "glens been horrible" "what that doesn't seem like glen" "he found the test I did asked me if I had something to tell him and threw it across the room and left he ended up staying at marks because he was that drunk and we've just been to the doctors and he wouldn't get out of the car" "what a dick" she said pulling me in for a hug I sobbed in her arms "I can't do this on my own" "you don't have to I'm here" "can I stay tonight" "course you can" we talked things through I decided if glen didn't want to be part I mine and the baby's life he didn't have to be I would do it on my own my phone beeped it was glen "where are you" he asked "at Carly's I'm not coming home tonight we need space" "fine" he replied I cried myself to sleep that night over how glen was treating me the next day I went home for some clothes glen car wasn't there so that would at least make this easier I grabbed a case throwing stuff in when I heard the front door open "Charlie" I quickly finished packing and grabbed the case footsteps were coming up the stairs glen came into the bedroom "doing a runner" he asked pointing at the case "no just giving you some space" "we need to talk" "I think you've made your feelings quiet clear on how you feel" "I know I've been a wanker come sit down" I sat next to him on the bed "I'm shocked ok I thought we were careful its not that I don't want more kids I do it's the timing were not married we've not even been together a year yet I wanted to do things the right way round this time" "sorry for fucking your plans up" "Charlie that's not why I meant" "really sounded that way to me I'm so sorry I fucked up your plans glen by getting pregnant but do you want to know something I'm fucking scared and you've treated me like shit walking out on me and not going into the doctors with me I've done everything on my own when all I want is for you to tell me everything's going to be ok but it's not is it" I sobbed "please don't cry" he said putting his arm around me I pushed him off and grabbed my case and went downstairs Danny was stood in the hallway "Charlie don't go" he said "I can't stay he hates me" I sobbed Danny pulled me into his arms and let me cry "I need to go" I said pulling away from him "where are you gonna go" "I'm gonna find a hotel I can't stay with Carly been in this state" I told him "you can stay with me that way I know your safe" he told me he gave me the keys to his place and said he wouldn't be long glen was coming down the stairs he looked like he'd been crying I opened the door and drove to Danny's
