Supernatural Preferences & Imagines

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Team bad self esteem

Dean:

"Dean, listen to me. You're wanted and you have a meaning in this world. If you were gone, what would happen to me and Sam? You're wanted and needed, Dean, even if we may sometimes forget to tell you. Sam, Cas and I care about you, so don't you ever say that the world would be better off without you in it. You are not alone in this fight, Dean. You have us to be with you, to fight with you, to laugh and love with you. You are important, you are wanted, you are needed and you are the most amazing person anyone could ever ask for."

Sam:

"I know things are hard, and how tough this ride call life has been, but don't give up. Don't fall now, because everything will be alright. There's always rainbows after rain, so just hang in there. Dean loves you, so don't leave and make him do all the research alone. Cas loves you, so don't make him feel taller, because you are our tall moose. I love you, so don't leave me all alone in this world without you. You're important in this world and important to us. We all love you, so always keep fighting."

Cas:

"You are perfect Castiel! Don't ever think you should just leave, because then the world would never be the same again. Despite the pain, there is love. Don't you ever leave us, because I swear to your father that I will bring you back. You are not worthless, you are not a waste of space, you are the best god damn angel that has ever lived. And don't you dare think that for one second, you are less than what you are. Because, Cas, we all love you, we are a family, and nobody gets left behind."

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Whoops, a little short but a good idea, eh?

Also, I have a story called Treat you better and I was wondering if anybody would read it. Because I legit stayed up all night last night to write the whole book. It's a short Destiel story and I'm very proud of it.

Although it may be triggering and there are graphic scenes throughout it, I think it's pretty good. I do have unanswered questions in it, but that would get sorted out. So...should I post it? Here's a short excerpt from the first chapter (they're kinda short, 500-1300 words).

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Treat you better

1. I Have A Migraine

Dean

Dean weaved his way through the crowded halls of his high school, his stomach flipping and turning.

Today, Cas had texted him saying to meet him at his locker. They always met at Dean's, so Cas probably had something important to say to him. Dean slid his phone out of his pocket, his eyes flicking from the screen to in front of him. His flannel shirt he wore was rolled down to the wrist, and he felt ashamed about it.

He saw a familiar head of brown hair and smiled. "Sammy!" Dean waved to him and Sam looked at Dean for a second before going on with his friends, who laughed. Dean frowned, confused. His heart chipped. Am I not good enough?

Dean pushed the negative thoughts lacing his mind away and made it to Cas. "Cas!" He smiled and pulled him in for a friendly hug. Although, Dean wished it was more. Cas awkwardly hugged back before pulling away. Dean hid his frown. Cas was never too shy to hug him, they were best friends, practically family.

Cas coughed into his hand. "So, um, Dean," Dean blinked and looked at Cas. His hand were shoved into his jean pockets, and he saw Cas' eyes linger at his shirt. He noticed. Dean's hear fluttered for a moment, knowing that Cas could notice the different things Dean did. "Yeah?" Cas bit his lip and looked at the ground.

"I want you to meet Josh."

Dean turned his head and finally noticed the guy casually leaning next to Cas' locker, his arm inching to drape around Cas' waist. "Is he a friend?" Dean dumbly asked, afraid that if he wasn't, his heart would break. Cas coughed awkwardly, his blue eyes not daring to meet Dean's green ones. "N-No, actually...this is why I wanted to meet at m-my locker..." Dean gulped and felt his heart rate accelerate quickly, his mind reeling.

"Dean, Josh is my boyfriend."

And just like that, Dean's heart cracked in two and fell into an abyss of pain and misery.

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That's was a part of it! Would anybody be interested in reading it? Please comment and let me know, I may still post it even if people won't read it. It's my writing and this is the first book I've actually kept through with. Trust me, y'all don't even have an idea how many drafted stories I have because I got random bits of inspirations :3

But anyways, I'm dragging this long, so comment if you would be interested in it!