We didn't really talk after that. I just went to my classes and so did he.
I learned more on my ability and how to possibly gain Alec's ability; although it's never been attempted before. It's not like I'm going go looking for him. I've thought about it and I've decided that it's only incase of an emergency that I copy the Dark Mist.
After that, I learned the basics of healing without the ability and with the ability. I got to feed and water Jupiter.
I made plans with Connor for later today just to hang out. I was kind of happy to finally have more friends outside of our usual group.
I then painted some kind of starry field full of daisies. I never thought I had such a talent. But of course there's now red paint splatter across it because that's Chris' artistic point of view.
I then went to ability training where Phil and I stood side by side the whole time wordless. We kept getting strange looks from Chris and Peej, which we of course ignored.
Today I decided to have lunch with Connor, Troye, and Tyler. I couldn't find Phil, and I was not about to go over and get twenty questioned by my friends.
Maths is a subject that I feel isn't necessary as an immortal, but as it turns out you only have to take this class for as long as you would have if you were still a mortal. So as long as it's not forever I think I'll manage.
The class of all classes that I was most curious of was potions. And of course our teacher is the one who gave the class it's name, because honestly it's just science class mixed with a little magic and dragon scales.
Our teacher isn't a vampire at all he's actually a wizard. Which explains a lot. So today we made a temporary invisibility elixir. You should have seen Jenn's face.
I miss Phil. He's what I think about all the time. It's like I can't function without talking and seeing him more than at least twice a day.
But he needs his space and so I have to learn to accept that.
"You should really consider keeping the healing ability," Tyler mentioned as we turned onto a hall I familiar to me.
"I really like that tactile telepathy, and I really like Connor's ability actually, but I can only do as least two at a time at the moment."
"You'd rather have animal shapeshifting than the power to save a life?" Troye questioned opening yet another hidden door.
"Yeah at the moment."
The door actually lead outside to the back of the building. For some odd reason I was expecting tombstones or dead trees. Not a field of— it's my painting. It's three AM so it's still dark, and it's exactly like my painting from today.
"Then here," Connor replied holding his hand out towards mine. I snapped out of my thoughts and grabbed his hand for a minute as we continued to walk. I know it's not the same, but it felt wrong holding his hand instead of Phil's.
"What are you going to be now?" Tyler asked sitting down at a picnic table.
"Do the scariest animal you can think of," Troye suggested, going around Tyler to sit with the daisies.
I closed my eyes and thought about it, and it's one of my favorite animals.
"Dan? That's not scary. It's actually adorable."
I opened my eyes expecting to be much taller but instead I was sat staring at Tyler's legs.
"What did I do?"
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Darkest Night (vampire phanfic)
FanfictionI was surrounded by people yet I'd never felt more alone. He changed that though, he changed me. So what's going to happen when he will eventually decide to leave? How am I suppose to even cope with that?