Spencer: Matt give her a fucking break
Luke: so whats going Hannah
I sighed and took a deep breathe.
Me: Okay so it really all started when spence and Alex left here a few years ago. After you guys left I really lost everything. My friends, my sisters, and having someone who truly cares. My parents started non stop fighting after Dylan left. So I resulted in drinking heavily to forget everything that was going on because I had no friends and my parents didn't care about me. The fighting got progressively worse and worse each day. I went to parties almost every single night and drank until I couldn't process anything. I know that not good but its what I went to because I had no one. I drank to forget and because I just wanted to give up. But then you guys came back. Things started to slowly turn around. Yes I still drank but not as much as I used to. The fighting was still happening but it was some what bearable. Matt knows about this one, so one day I was stressed and I wanted everything to go away so I started smoking but Matt found out and he took them away and I promised I wouldn't smoke again. When my parents would fight I'd drink and when school got tough I would drink. But after I met Luke and we started talking he started to help me. I stopped drinking as much. But last night my dad came back and the fighting got worse. I decided to leave my house I went to your house, Luke but you didn't answer Matt did. So I went home packed a bag and gave you those notes. I couldn't do it anymore I wanted all of it to end.
Spencer: I never knew that happened when we left why didn't you tell me
Me: I never wanted to worry anyone
Matt: Why are we just know hearing this
Me: I didn't know how to tell you
Luke: Matt never said you stopped by
Matt: ooh yeah I never did
Me: well now you guys know what I have been dealing with I should probably go
I said getting up.
Luke: NO dont go
Me: why you guys know now. I can leave this dumb town
Spencer: Han don't leave like this
Me: I can't live with them anymore I'm going fucking insane living there plus you guys are leaving for college soon
Alex: she does have a point sis
Spencer: Okay I'm not going to stop you for leaving this town but promise me this. Promise that we will stay in touch
Me: I promise
Spencer: stay safe
Matt: I swear Luke if you leave with her
Luke: Oh shut up Matt if you actually cared about her you wouldn't be mad at her and support her but that's obviously not the case
Then Luke took my hand and we went outside into the car.
Luke: Are you sure you want to leave town again
Me: yes if you are with me I will be okay
Then we went to my house packed up all of my things and then headed to Luke's house and he packed up all of his things. Then we headed out of this town.
This time leaving the town wasn't as bad as the first. I don't feel guilty. But leaving the town was more bitter sweet. I was happy leaving the shit hole town but it was also the town I grew up in the town with all of my memories.
I looked over to Luke and smiled.
Luke: everything okay?
Me: It will be
I said smiling at him.
Even though leaving my home town was bitter sweet leaving all of the memories behind. But that was okay because we would make new memories at this new town. Here's to a fresh start and a new beginning
