~ Dream ~
I saw Anna sitting next to me.
Anna: Hannah it will be okay
Me: Anna?
Anna: Hannah I hate seeing you like this you need to pick yourself up and keep your held high
Me: Anna it's hard
Anna: I know and I hate that I'm not there
Me: why did you leave
Anna: it was my time to go
Me: I miss you
Anna: I miss you too
Then a bell went off.
Anna: Hannah I have to go this is my last time I will ever see you
Me: no don't go
Anna: bye hannah
~ end of dream~
When I woke up I was crying. I tried telling myself it was only a dream, but it felt so real.
I woke up and got ready then I woke up Spencer to get her ready.
I curled Spencer's hair. She wore a pair of ripped skinny jeans and a maroon tank top that cut just above her pants. She wore her black vans.
I wore ripped skinny jeans and threw on a flannel shirt with a gray tank top underneath. I threw on my white converse.
Then we headed to the party. When we got to the party people stared.
I got Spencer and I a drink. She chugged that down.
Spencer: who he's cute
Me: why don't you talk to him
Spencer: he won't like me
Me: well you never know
Then she disappeared off to talk to him.
I kept drinking and drinking. I was slouched up against the wall drinking then Luke was standing in front of me.
Luke: weird seeing you here
Me: is it now?
Luke: if you don't recall we met at one of these parties
Me: I don't recall that
Luke: well sorry again for icing you out
Me: well it's not entirely your fault I just had things on my mind.
Luke: come on let's go talk somewhere that it's quiet at
Then I grabbed another beer and we headed outside.
Luke: what's been going on
Me: I just miss Anna
Luke: how's your dad
Me: I think he left again. My mom stopped drinking and she seems more depressed than ever which makes me mad and sad to see her like that so I'm drinking more
Luke: Hannah that's not healthy
Me: you think I don't realize that I'm trying hard to stop.
Luke: how's school
Me: I was doing good for a week then I started doing bad again
Luke: I can help
Me: you can't help that I can't focus and on how stupid I am
Luke: look listen I know how it is I used to be like you but I can help. I want to help you I hate seeing you like this.
Then he kissed me. Then I got a call it was from Spencer.
