My detention was over so I grabbed my stuff and started heading out of the room. I got stopped by Matt.
Me: What do you want!
Matt: How are they
Me: huh?
Matt: The girls?
Me: I don't know I only could talk to them for not even five minutes
Matt: Why are you so pissy all the time
Me: Out of the two years they have been gone you decide to talk to me now.. why?
Matt: Because..
Me: Actually don't tell me because I don't care.
Then I left. God I hated him and this entire town. I went home packed a bag and went down stairs to grab my keys and leave.
Dad: Where the hell are you going
Me: Out
Dad: We are going to have family time
Me: Count me out
I went to the fridge and grabbed a beer. I know terrible right but who cares
Dad: It will be different this time
Me: All you and mom ever do is fight. Don't you ever wonder why thats why I'm never fucking home
Mom: Hannah Marie Baker language and do not open that beer.
Me: I get the language from you too
Mom: I do not cuss
Me: I can here what every fucking fight is about so don't go there these walls are paper thin
Then I opened the beer and turned to grab my keys.
Dad: No car for the rest of the week
Me: ok fine I'll walk then i stormed out of the house.
I drank the whole bottle and threw it in a garbage by the park. Then I arrived at the Underwood's house. Spencer answered.
Spencer: Have you been drinking
Then Spencer took me inside and up to her room. She closed the door.
Spencer: Have you been drinking
Me: only one beer calm down
Spencer: You still drank
Me: Why are you making a big deal I drank when you were still here
Spencer: you know how my parents would react if they saw you drinking
Me: I'm sorry ok
Spencer: They could stop me from hanging out with you
Me: I'm sorry
I knew she was going to over react. She did when she was here a few years ago. She only does it because she came home drunk. Her dad hit her for drinking that's why they moved because they thought I influenced it. She snuck out that night and came to my house crying. Which wasn't better because all you heard was my parents fighting so we camped out in my barn in the back.
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The next morning I woke up pretty late at her house because I got woken up by Matt. Alex hated Matt to so I wasn't the only one.
Matt: Rise and shine sleeping beauty
Me: shut the fuck up
Alex: Why is he here again
Spencer: hes my friend
Me: I better go
Matt: Are you leaving because of me
I gave Spencer the look.
Me: No I have to face my parents.
I grabbed my stuff and left. I walked in. And surprise my parents were fighting. I escaped to my room. I put my head phones in and got into my stash of liquor. I opened my bottle of Vodka and drank from the bottle. Then I heard my dad call my name. Then I put the Vodka away put some minty gum in my mouth and headed down stairs.
Dad: We are going to start being a good family
Me: Why can't you just get a divorce.
Mom: HANNAH
Me: Don't you guys care what your guys fights have effected me
Mom: go to your room now.... Grounded.
I walked up to my room. Tomorrow I was suppose to go to a party. You maybe like now you are stuck in your room. I'm going to that party whether they like it or not.
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It was Saturday 8:00 pm. I got ready for the party. I put on a cropped top with a pair of denim jeans with combat boots with my leather jacket. I didnt bother with my hair and I did a smokey eye. Then I grabbed my bag and climbed out my window. I met with Spencer and Alex at the curb in their car.
We got to the party. I got out and waited for them. We walked in together. They ditched me to talk to some of there old friends. I grabbed a drink and started to dance. Alex was trying to make her way to me but this pervert was trying to dance with her she casually punched him in the face. We talked and then she saw the guy she was dating long distance for two years Chris. one of Matts friends...also a jock.
I the continued to dance.
Guy: Hey cupcake
It was Carter. I used to be close to him. And take a wild guess.... Yep until sisters moved. It just seems that everyone I was friends with stopped when they moved... So the only conclusion is that they use me... Not the sisters just there friends.
Me: what do you want
Carter: Do you want to dance
Me: you actually might not want to be near me
Carter: dont pretend you are gettingsick
Me: I'm not pretending
Then he made me move and thats where it all came out. I ran upstairs to the bathroom. Just tell me why guy dont understand hints.
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A/N
Ashley Benson off to the right will play Hannah Baker--------------->
