So I'm doing good so far in being kind of consistent on writing. I woke up this morning to yelling. I thought the yelling stopped a while ago but I guess I was wrong. I went down stairs and sure enough I saw my dad. I got so mad when I saw him. I tried to keep my anger held in. I was trying to just bottle up all my emotions so no one else could worry. So far it was going good. I just let them out when I'm in my room alone. I cry myself to sleep all the time.
I heard my dad call after me when I went back up stairs. I ignored the noises and just went back to sleep.
Life is funny sometimes. Like you think you figured out this whole thing, but no because there is always something that pops up and ruins everything. Like everything will be going good until bam something happens and it starts to suck again. That's how I'm feeling right now.
I mean I could leave anytime I wanted since schools out but I thought it'd be different with my mom here this time. I was wrong there. Oh boy was I wrong.
As much as I wanted to leave I didn't want to leave my mom. Even though she says and does some terrible things I forgive her. I know she only acts this way because of the people she hangs out with.
I decided to leave. I first thought I was going to Spencer's but I surprised myself when I ended up being in front of Luke's house. This time I wasn't crying or anything I just wanted someone to tell me things will be alright.
When I knocked on the door he didn't come out like he usually did. It was surprisingly Matt.
I told him to forget I was here. I went back to my house. I got into my car. But before I drove anywhere I went inside and packed a bag and wrote a quick note for my parents.
"Sorry I had to do this I couldn't say goodbye but I am leaving but I love you guys"
Then I headed back to my car and then I wrote a quick note for Luke.
"I know we were going to leave together and I wanted to but this isn't goodbye forever or at all I just needed time to think and you probably will find me but I love you so much Luke and would you tell spence and Alex I said bye"
Then I drove to Luke's and put it in his mail box I also but some of my journal entries in there.
It was time for me to leave this town. I always thought leaving the town would be different. I thought it would be like a weight lifted off my chest but it wasn't. I knew I was going to regret not saying bye but I needed to do this.
I guess this will goodbye for now. Let's see how this will go.
As I was driving I got a call from the one and only Luke.
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So this is not the end of the story but here you guys go
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