Me: hell no
Dad: I won't ask for anything else
Me: I won't bail you out and neither will mom
Dad: just bail me out I will change
Me: you said that 3 times already and you lied so you are on your own
Dad: you know all the other dads daughters would do anything for them
Me: not me and go fuck yourself
Then I ended the call. Then I grabbed a pillow and fell asleep on the pillow.
The next morning I woke up to Spencer cooking pancakes.
I went down stairs. I sat at the kitchen table.
Spencer finished the pancakes and set them on the table.
Spencer: Hannah thanks for last night
Me: I'm always here for you
Spencer: thanks and it goes the same with you
I smiled then we started to eat the pancakes.
We watched a movie after we ate. It was like 12 in the afternoon.
Me: I should go home and check on my mom.
Spencer: okay well text me later
Me: okay I will
Then I left her house. When I got to my house I opened the door and saw my mom on the couch crying. I shut the door and ran over to my mom.
Me: mom what's wrong
Mom: your dads in jail again
Me: I know
Mom: why does he do this to me he says he's going to change but doesn't he was the reason I started smoking and drinking
Me: I know it's hard but there will always be guys that make you feel bad but you will always keep running back too
Then she hugged me and cried in my shoulder. After she calmed down I layed on her shoulder and we watched a movie.
Then my mom had to go to work a couple hours later. So I decided to go for a walk. I decided to walk. I decided to go to the park. I saw that no one was sitting at the picnic table so I layed on it looking at the stars with my headphones in.
In was a peaceful nice clear night. I got a text from Matt. I just ignored it. Then I got one from Luke I ignored that one too. Then I heard someone walking towards me I just ignored it then the person decided to lay next to me.
I took out my headphones and looked to see who it was and it was Luke.
Luke: I figured you would be here
Me: I'm always here
Luke: I know
Me: so my dads in jail
Luke: what did he do
Me: who the fuck knows
Luke: please don't start drinking again
Me: I'm trying but it's hard to see my mom all sad and depressed
Luke: I know it's hard but if you both talk to each other and communicate you both can get through it together
Me: my mom doesn't know I'm failing
Luke: I can help with that
Me: can you help tonight
Luke: yeah and a part of being focused is to not have drama
Me: yeah well if people would just stop that would happen
Then we headed to Luke's house. It started to rain.
Luke handed me his jacket. Then we ended up at his house. We headed up to his room. He got his math book and helped me catch up to what we were learning in the class. Then it was English and he caught me up with everything we were learning in my other classes.
It started to storm. I was getting ready to go home.
Luke: hey it's going to storm so why don't you wait till it calms down.
Me: okay
Luke: so that might be all night
Me: alright
Luke: so what you want to do
I saw that he had an xbox.
Me: you play often
Luke: occasionally why
Me: can we play call of duty or something
Luke: you play
Me: yeah
Luke: never actually met a girl that likes video games
Me: well I guess you can say in different
Luke: but a cute different
I actually like that he was sweet and he was caring unlike the other guys I always fall for. Then I got a text from Matt saying: your a really fucking whore trying to get with my friend then you make Alex break up with me fucking bitch
A tear came down my face after I read it. I couldn't believe he was saying this to me I stood up for him I forgave him when no one else did.
Luke: what is it
Me: it's nothing
I wiped my tears away
Then Luke took my phone and looked at it.
Luke: this isn't true you aren't a whore a never made Alex break up with him because I was with him when he broke Alex's heart.
Me: why does everyone hate me so much I did nothing to them
Luke: is Rikki still saying shit
And just then she texted calling me a slut. Great timing Hannah perfect. You pick your moments don't you.
My life is like that one quote or was it a song I don't know but it went like this "you can't always get want you want" yeah that is me for sure.
Then my mom called.
Mom: I couldn't take anymore calls from you dad so I bailed him out
Me: why the hell did you do that
Mom: I know your mad but he won't be with us
Me: I can't believe you let him suck you in so quickly
Mom: I couldn't take it anymore
Me: just call me when dad seems to be out of your life because I'm done
Then I ended the call.
I was done with my dad I had enough of his petty game. I hate him I wanted him to be gone out of my life forever I never wanted to see his face again. That small chance of him being in jail was my chance that u won't see him for awhile but my mom blew that.
