I woke up with my parents screaming at each other. Not a surprise but this time was different I decided to eavesdrop this time. They were fighting over me.
Dad: Why do you care about her
Mom: Because shes my damn daughter and if you don't like it you can see your way out of mine and her lives I'm done with your shit.
Dad: Don't talk to me like that
Mom: Matter of fact get the fuck out right now
Then I heard a smack and heard someone fall to the ground. I ran down stairs. My mom was in tears. I punched and punched my dad. My mom had the divorce papers ready all that was needed was his signature so I forced him to sign it. He signed it then he left. I helped my mom up and cleaned her up and we went to court to give them the papers. It was official my mom and dad were divorced things would finally be normal.
My mom let me skip school and we cleaned the house because it was a mess from the piece of shit that was living her we changed the locks and everything. Around 2 in the afternoon my mom had to go to work. When she left I decided to go up stairs and do homework. Right when I thought things were going back to normal I heard a knock on the door. I got off my bed and headed down stairs to answer it. When i opened it I was still looking at the ground. I looked up and there was my dad and brother standing in my door way. I felt my eyes tear up but i quickly blinked them away.
Me: What do you want
Dylan: Can I talk to you and mom
Me: Moms not here and I have nothing to say to any of you
Dad: I need to to talk to you Hannah
Me: No you have both done enough now leave.
They both left and i shut the door and locked it behind me. I went back up to my room. When I got to my room I closed my door and I just slumped against my door and started to cry.
So that brings me why I'm here sitting on my bed with a bottle of tequila and writing you. I just can't believe Dylan thinks he can just come back and things are automatically okay because he came back. No he left us... He left me his own sister I WILL NEVER FORGIVE HIM. You may think its harsh. You may think hes your brother you have to forgive him. But nope I don't have to do anything I'm perfectly fine wasting my life drinking.
About an hour later. I go a call from Matt.
Me: Hello
You could tell I was drinking because I was slurring my words.
Matt: Have you been drinking?
Me: Maybe
Matt: I thought your parents divorced?
Me: They did but things happened.
Matt: What happened?
Me: My brother back
Matt: I'm sorry
Me: I don't need your pity
Matt: I wasn't trying to... Well I'm having a party in an hour.
He ended the call. Then I got up and got ready. I walked to Matt's house it wasn't that far.
I walked in and the music was playing loud. I danced around people and headed towards the liquor. I grabbed a beer and headed back to dancing. I danced like I didn't care who made fun of me. Which I didn't. I danced until Matt took my arm and dragged me outside. We were outside sitting on his swing.
Me: WHAT THE HELL
Matt: We needto talk
Me: can't it wait till tomorrow
Matt: No it's important
Me: I don;t want ot deal with this right now
Then he triedto lean in to kiss me but I got up so he would fall. I know its mean.
Me: Matt I'm sorry but I can't be with you
I know Matt's cute but I can't date him like ever. I can't do that to Spencer. They dated before she left and I'm pretty sure that she stiill likes him. I can't do that to Spencer. I mean I shouldn't do alot of things but I can't do that it would be wrong.
