November 10th, 2014
"Even though things are better, the nightmares don't stop. They've become a part of my night, and creep into my thoughts in the day. It's gotten to the point where I don't want to sleep, and yet it is all that is on my mind during the day. O seems to be doing better, handling them better. Perhaps she's more accepting of her past, because even though for the majority of it she too didn't have control of her mind, there was a point where she was doing everything for HYDRA because they made her. She did it to survive, and she knows that. She came to terms with her past a long time ago, and she has come to terms with mine. It's me who is struggling; the journals of my other memories have stacked up sickeningly high, and so I have put them under a floorboard in the kitchen so that O doesn't have to see them. I don't want her to ever feel the desire to read them, and I know she never would if I didn't want her to; but to curb any possibility, I've hidden them."
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Reminisce: Dear O,
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