Unforgettable(COMPLETED)

Chapter 2

"Please, just leave.." I said to him looking into his eyes. An instant reaction flashes to his face. All into his mind are all seeable by his facial expression.

"Why? Why are you doing this to yourself?" He asked. His eyebrows are meeting each other, as if he has a really deep question, which he wanted to be answered.

"Just..just leave me alone!" I said and run away. I run away, again. I don't know what's happening to me, I can't understand myself anymore.

I know myself, I know clearly myself before, but when that stupid incident happened into my life. Everything changes, like I don't want to attach myself to other people because of the fear that the incident gave me. I want this feeling to change. No, I want this to end, I want this feeling to stop. But I know clearly to myself that I am the only one who can change it. That I am the only who can make this stop.

I was cut-off with my thoughts when someone tapped me in my shoulder. I looked up and see a beautiful lady standing in front of me. She has a blue eyes and a brown long hair. She's really beautiful, no erase that, she's incredibly gorgeous.

"Hi!" she said, giving me a beautiful smile. Damn, I just can't stop telling the word beautiful.

"Hi." I awkwardly said. Please don't blame me, blame my figure. I mean, who wouldn't be conscious about themselves if this gorgeous lady will come across you.

"I'm Khacy. Mind if I sit beside you?" she said, smiling again. Okay, I don't have any problem with her, smiling all the time, because honestly, that made her more beautiful. My problem is myself, because my consciousness about my form will not stop, and I'm really cursing myself inside because I know It's not good.

"Hmm.. yeah." I said, and by the time she sits beside me. I was given a chance to look at her outfit. She is wearing a white long sleeve, leggings and a gray boots. She just leaves her hair hanging with a slight wave in the end. Okay, let me curse. Shit, she really is a goddess.

"Thanks. Actually, I didn't want to disturb you, but I don't feel sitting here with some girls that are very loud and you know, talks about boys all the time." She said, and disgust is written all over her face.

"Oh it's okay. I'm actually grateful that someone approaches me. I mean, I don't have a lot of friends and not good in having one." I said.

"What?! You don't have any friends?" she asked with big eyes.

"No! No! No! I have one actually." a small laugh escaped my mouth, "her name is Lauren, she's just in the next room." I said, but then a thought came into my mind, I still haven't introduce myself to her! She already knows my bestfriend but not yet me! Geez Alley! "Oh by the way, I'm Alley. Alley Cruz." I said, reaching out my right hand to her direction.

"Oh, I'm Khacy, Khacy Santos." She said and meet my hand, while smiling. "You're actually beautiful Al, you just don't know how to bring out yourself." She said that shocked me.

What did she just say? I'm beautiful? Woah. That's.. that's very unusual.

"Please, stop joking. I'm not beautiful." I said.

"Actually you are. With that blue eyes, black hair, and that beautifully made lips of yours. Oh dear, all men's knees will kneel down." She said.

I don't know if this is right but, I'm actually happy right now. Like, I wanted to shout 'Finally! Someone noticed me! Yehay!', but then a voice inside me tells me, 'What if she's just telling you that, because you let her sit beside you?'. Then that thought stops the happiness that I'm feeling right now.

"Thanks." Is the only thing that escaped my mouth.

Finally our professor arrived. He just instructs us about what we will do tomorrow and what we needed to buy. Afterwards, we were dismissed. I quickly get my stuffs and run outside. Is not that, I don't want to make friends with someone (which actually, my goal awhile ago.) but suddenly all my goals for this year were all crashed down, because I remembered that stupid incident. Then all the pain, the fear, the exact feelings came in to me again. I don't know why I let it in. Why I let it eat me again. I just... don't know what the hell is wrong with me.