Unforgettable(COMPLETED)

Chapter 3

"What?! You ignored her? Why on earth did you do that Alley?" Lauren asked, no erase that, lauren shouted.

I'm in the cafeteria with her, and I told her what happened awhile ago. Well, her reaction didn't suprised me. I mean, I'm used to it.

"I don't know lau.." I honestly said to her.

Since she asked me that question awhile ago, it didn't leave my mind. Like it is stuck in me and will never leave. I know there's something wrong going on in my mind right now that I can't even tell. There's something unusual that wayfaring my inside, and I know to myself this isn't right. This is something I need to give attention to.

"Alley, did you just remember about your past again?" She asked me, I look at her. All in my mind is written all over my face, "You did?! Come on al, you said you wouldn't remember what happened to you 6 years ago.You promised me!" She said, and I can really tell that she's really disappointed on me.

"I can't help it lau. I, myself even believed that I already moved on. But I still haven't." I said to her honestly. Maybe pretending is not really the best decision to make, especially when you're trying to wash away all the pain. Because sometimes, facing or enduring the pain is the best way to overcome it.

"But you did not come back to that house--"

"Of course I did not! Why would I even comeback to the house where I lose everything? Plus, seeing it will just give me the exact pain I felt 6 years ago." I said, looking away. Then a silent came by, and suddenly..

"Will you stay with me tonight? I really want to take good care of you. I know you're feeling miserable right now, and I want you to feel that I'm still here.." She said out of nowhere.

"No, thanks. Don't worry I'll be fine. By the way, I have to go, I still have a class to attend." I said and get out from that place. Hell, of course I'm lying. My next class is 2 hours from now. I just don't want to talk about that incident, and besides pity is written all over her face, and I hate that. I hate it when someone is just helping me because they pity me. Damn, I've seen that reaction for almost 7 years, and all the goddess knows how tired I am with that expression.

I really appreciate everything that she had done for me, but right now I really just want to be alone and put things up together again, all by myself. Lauren, of course, know that, and I'm really thankful that she didn't argue with me awhile ago.

I'm walking in the hallway and heading to the library when suddenly someone caught my attention, then a feeling of fear came into my form. I bet, I was already shaking and my two eyes are already in big circles. But I can't help myself reacting this way. Then the level of fearfulness suddenly went to the highest level, when he walks towards me.

What am I gonna do? Am I gonna run? Shout? Or cry? I really don't know what to do right now, I'm still processing his presence. I don't know what to react, that's why the exact reaction with my feelings is what I'm showing him....fear.

Yes, I fear this man. I know it is written all over my face, and I can't help it. I just can't. He smile at me, and I was shocked to see his reaction. Is this even true? Did he just smiled at me? When I realized we're just one step apart, I moved back. But this guy is really stubborn, because every time I move back, he step forward. Argh, he must be kidding me! He honestly didn't change! When I feel the wall at my back, I stop. Then victory is express on his face.

"Hi cold hearted." He said and walk away. I don't know what to feel right now, what he said to me is not an Endearment nor a compliment. It is somehow what he feels for me. Then a sudden sadness capture my heart.

Alexander Gabriel just called me a cold hearted person..