Shawn Mendes~The Secret Box (book 2; squeal of BFTL)

chapter 12

He gave it to me and we both sat on the bed. I opened it to see pictures, sticky note's, and a journal. I grabbed the sticky note's first they said. Nice, cute, smart, loving, active, singer, and funny. The next thing I pulled out was the journal it said. Ashley is the new girl and she's so pretty I just want to talk to her but all the popular guys are around and I get bullied if I talk to any pretty girl the popular guys talk to they will make fun of me for not being good enough for them and they make me cry. I even found out Ashley lives two doors down from me. I'm a fan boy now. Well I got to go for today. (Second page) OMG Ashley got moved from her friends and had to sit beside me for the rest of the year yay. She kept looking at me and kept smiling at me. I love her smile. I think I got a crush on her. Got to go I wish I could tell you more but my mom needs me bye. (100 pages into the journal) Hey guys it's me again I got discovered on vine and yes Ashley is the best friend ever. I want to kiss her so bad and want to be more than friends some day. I want her to be my first kiss one day. One day I'm going to kiss her just someday. I love all of you. This journal will go to ash someday. Well bye. Y'all are awesome. I grabbed a note in the side of the box and it was my very first note to Shawn in first grade. (Note) Hey you must be Shawn. I'm Ashley. I see you get bullied a lot and I don't like it at all. You need to stand up for yourself. If you get bullied tell me I'll stop it. I want to be your friend don't let anyone tell you what to do. I'm going to change the subject now. I am going to tell you about myself that no one knows about me. Your the only one. My full name is Ashley Claire Parker, I love volleyball and color guard, I'm seven years old. My birthday is March 9, 1998, I'm nice to everyone, I love Harry potter, and my favorite color is pick. I think your cute. What's your full name? Birthday? Favorite sports? Something you love? Age? Your favorite color? And something you like about me as a friend? Give this back after your done ok. Love Ashley. (Shawn write's back) Full name: Shawn Peter Raul Mendes. Birthday: August 8, 1998. Favorite sports: soccer and ice hockey. Something I love: same Harry potter and family. Age: seven. Favourite color: blue. Something I like about you: everything. (Ashley write's back) Aww thank you we are now friends plus we have something's in comman. I love everything about you too. You can keep this if you like. (Shawn keeps the note). The last thing I grabbed out of the box was the pictures. I grabbed the one when we went to Disneyworld and got a picture with Mickey and Minnie. Us in our club house. Us playing in the pool. Us watching Harry potter. Me on Shawn's back. Shawn a.d I with our friends a year after we met. Me when I was a cheerleader. Me in color guard. Us as a couple with our friends. The ten pictures that were took in the backyard of Shawn's mom's house. One family photo of all of us. The last picture was me, Emma, and Aaliyah on the bed attacking Shawn.

"Shawn you kept all this stuff I gave to you." I asked.

"Yes. I was keeping my love for you in this box forever up until now."

"Your the best."

"I know."

I grabbed his face and kissed him and he kissed back. I started to move my lips down to his neck trying to find his sweet spot until he moaned and I started sucking on that one spot. I made sure to leave a hicky. I pulled away and saw a big purple mark on his neck that I made.

"Thank you for giving me a boner when I can't do anything to you. Now what am I going to do." Shawn said.

I busted out laughing.

"Its not funny." Shawn pouted.

"Yes it is funny because you can't do anything about it." I said still laughing.

"Yeah laugh it up. I know two ways to get rid of it." Shawn smirked.

"No Shawn I'm not doing that."

"Who says you were going to get rid of it? I was just saying I could two why's. Not with another girl tho. Your my girl and I would never hurt you like that just to let you know I'm not a cheater. And there is two ways to get rid of this thing." He said pointing to his boner.

I start laughing again.

"Go get rid of it in the bathroom not infrount of me."

"Ok. I will be back in a minute."

"K."

Shawn looked at me and smirked.

"Excuse me can you repeat that."

"I said ok now go."

"Yeah sure you did."

He walked in the bathroom and came out three minutes latter.

"You good now?"

"I am now."

"I'm tired."

"Me too."

I went to bed and so did Shawn. We drifted off to sleep.

*Ashley's dream*

"Hey babe." Nathan said.

"Hi how are you." I replied.

"I'm good how about you?"

"I'm good."

I was washing Nathan's parents dishes to be nice. I was getting ready to meet his dad for the first time since I already met his mom.

"Babe can I talk to you." Nathan asked.

"Yes what's up?"

"I don't want you to talking to that Shawn Mendes dude anymore."

"Why? Shawn and I have been best friends since first grade."

"Because he's getting to close to you and our relationship. Your my girl not his."

"What if I want to be? I have a big crush on him."

Nathan walked up to me and slapped me. He bent down to my level. He started to pull my shirt off but I pushed his hands away from me. I was crying while holding my cheek.

"I'm going to make you take my virginity and I take yours. How does that sound?"

"No Nathan. I'm begging you please don't. I rather keep my virginity then give it to you! Please stop!"

"No your taking my virginity if you like it or not."

I was trying my best to get away from him. He stood me up and pushed me against the sink. He traveled his hands down my body and kissing my neck. I grabbed a pan and hit his head so hard I knocked him out. I grabbed my keys and I ran out of his house to my car. I almost got raped by my boyfriend. I drove to Shawn's and told him to meet me in the club house. I got to the club house. Shawn was on the swing. Once he saw me he ran to me and saw the mark on my cheek.

"What the hell happed?" Shawn asked with anger in his voice.

"Nathan slapped me because I told him you were my friend and I could talk to you any time I wanted and he tried to rape me." I said while crying in Shawn's chest.

"He what! You stay here."

"Shawn no you could get hurt."

"He's not going to do that to you Ashley. Your staying at my house for two days ok because I don't want your parents to see your cheek."

After he said that he started to walk away.

"Shawn!" I called out.

He turned around and looked at me. I ran to him and hugged him He hugged back and rubbed my back. I pulled away and kissed his cheek. He put his hand on my cheek like he was going to kiss me. He leaned in but he walked off before our lips met.