Shawn Mendes~The Secret Box (book 2; squeal of BFTL)

chapter 24

*the next day*
*Ian's pov*

I woke up and remember I heard screaming last night so I knew exactly what happened. It was Shawn and Ashley but I'm not going to even go there. I got up and saw my beautiful girlfriend sleeping on the couch. I walk in the kitchen and started making breakfast, after I was done making it Amber came in. She walked to me and I gave her a hug.

"Hey baby." She said in her morning voice.

"Hey sleep well?" I asked while giving her a morning kiss on the lips.

"Yeah but I heard someone scream last night."

"Yeah that would be Shawn and Ashley having the time of their live's for the second time I guess."

"Ok I didn't need to here that."

"Yeah I didn't either."

"Well let's eat."

We eat and went to the living room to watch tv.

*Shawn's pov*

I woke up and looked at Ashley sound asleep I got up and walked to the box I found at her mom's house. I grabbed the note her mom left for me. I opened it and started to read it.

*note*

Dear Shawn,

I know at some point and time Jayden will break out of jel and come to kill me. I can feel it. Don't get upset if I die because I was the happiest grandma in the world. Keep Ashley, Emma, and Tucker safe for me ok? I love you my future son in law. Don't ever never forget that. If you and Ashley have any more kids tell them I love them and that they will see me someday soon. I have a bad feeling Jayden is going to hurt Ashley and Emma and he might do something to Tucker too so be strong for them and protect them from their father. I love you and trust you to do this for me while I'm gone. I'll be watching from above and making sure yall are safe at all time's. Love Emily.💌💫😇

I put the letter in my deck drawer and I started to cry alittle bit because I miss Emily she was very nice to me. I felt a hand on my back and it stung like shit.

"Ow! Shit!"

I look up to see Ashley standing in front of me.

"What's wrong babe?" She asked.

"My back is stinging thanks to you from last night witch was amazing again. And the other thing is that I miss your mom." I said and started crying again.

"Shh shh I miss her too baby. I do too. What brought this up?"

"S-she left m-Me a letter that s-she knew she was g-going to die and to keep strong for all of you."

She rubbed my arm because my back hurt very bad. Like it felt like someone putting a hot grease on my back.

"Wait she knew she was going to die?"

"Yes."

"Oh my god than why didn't she tell me?"

"Maybe because she didn't want you, Emma, or Tucker getting hurt."

"Yeah your right."

I just laid there and then got up after a few minutes I throw on some clothes and my vans as Ashley did the same but she put on her converse. We walked to my mom's. I knocked on the door and my dad answer the door.

"Hey dad."

"Hey son come on in."

Ashley and I walked in and sat on the couch. My mom walked in the room with Tucker.

"Hey son."

"Hi mom."

My mom looked at my neck with a confused look on her face. Oh Shit she see the hicky Ashley gave me.

"Shawn what's that on your neck?"

"Its a hicky I know it's there."

"Wait did you..." she was about to finish her sentence but I cut her off.

"Yes mom we did. I know it's way to Soon for another kid but we decided on it." I said with a sigh.

"Shawn again? What's up with you." My dad said.

"Dad it's nothing. I'm having a bad day right now and please don't make it worse."

"Ok I'll leave you alone. Do what you got to do son." My dad said while patting my back twice.

"OW! SHIT! DAD! Don't touch my back it hurts very bad."

"Why does it hurt?"

I lifted up my shirt and showed him my back.

"Oh my god Shawn. We need to put alcohol on your back because if we don't it could get infected." My dad says.

"I'm sorry Shawn." Ashley said.

"Its ok babe."

"Come on lets come in here." My mom said pointing in the spear room. She gave Tucker to Aaliyah. I walk in and laid down on the bed. Ashley sat down in front of me. I laid on my stomach and relaxed. My mom told my dad to hold me down. I saw my mom get a needle with midseason out. I squeezed my eyes shut. As Ashley held my arms. My mom put the needle in my back.

"OW SHIT!!!" I cried out.

My dad pushed me down even more because I tried to get up. My mom then poured alcohol on my back to get my back so it can heel.

"Damn this hurts!" I said with tears rolling down my cheeks.

"Ok Shawn you can set up now." My mom said.

I sat up and I was still crying because it hurt so bad.

"Baby I'm sorry." Ashley said.

"Its ok."

"No it's not."

"Ashley don't blame yourself. To be honest it felt good last night but it hurts like hell now."

I hug her and gave her a kiss to make her feel better.

"Babe I know I hurt you and I feel bad now."

"Ashley stop it's ok don't worry about me."

"K."

I look up and cracked a smile at her. I walk up to her and she walked backwards to the door. She smiled back. She quickly ran out and up the state's. I ran after her and she ran into my old room witch is Emma's room now. I run in and was shocked at what I saw Ashley was about in tears. I look in the bathroom to see Emma cutting her wrist. She didn't see us yet so I gave Ashley the 'I'll handle this' look and she nodded and walked out. I walked in the bathroom and kneed down to Emma's height.

"Emma what are you doing?" I said as my voice cracked and tears coming to my eyes.

"I'm so sorry Shawn it's just I miss my mom and I hate my dad. He's a asshole." She cried in my chest.

I shut the bathroom door and locked it. I grabbed a aid kit out of the bathroom closet. I sat back down while Emma was still crying.

"Em you'll be fine Ok I promise you." I said while wiping her tears away from her face.

I cleaned her wrist and wrapped it up so she won't lose a lot of blood.

"Thank you Shawn I love you."

"I love you too."

I hugged her and got up. I went downstairs to Ashley. Aaliyah gave Tucker to me and Ashley and I went home.