Not Even In Your Dreams, Alpha (III)

Chapter 19

I ACTUALLY UPDATED ON A WEDNESDAY!!! I'm so proud of myself :D

19

Emma

I hate this.

I hate everything.

I want to go home.

I hate everyone here.

I want to kill them all.

I want to murder them. To burn their corpses and roast marshmallows.

I especially hate the one who brought me here. Whoever he is, he'll be the first to go. Then the one who I first saw when I woke up, then once I get out of here, anyone I see will die. There will be no mercy. Blood will spill everywhere. I will bathe in their blood.

I winced as I bit down on the ball gag. I've been trying so hard to break the damn thing ever since they put it in my mouth. It's slow going, but I'm slowly chipping away at it. I ran my tongue over the large crack I had caused from biting down for periods of time. It's almost completely through to the other side. Just a little bit more.

I took in a deep breath, prepared myself for a world of pain, and bit down hard. My teeth scraped against the metal, sending violent shivers down my back. My teeth protested against the strain as I kept biting harder and harder.

But my effort was well rewarded. The ball finally snapped. I quickly spit the two parts out of my mouth and shook my head, the strap falling around my neck.

"You fucking idiots!! Do you really think silver is going to keep me from getting free?! I thought you would have known that I'm partially affected by it! Just you wait until I get out, you fucking bastards! I'm going to kill you all! I swear!" I swallowed back blood that had filled my mouth. I think I broke a tooth from biting down on the ball gag.

I licked my bottom lip, tasting the blood that had dripped down it. I have no idea which tooth broke, but I think I will soon.

"Emma?" My head snapped up. "Is that you?"

"Vicca!" I thrashed around a bit to try and see if I could spot her. "Vicca, are you okay? I seriously hope they didn't hurt you! If they did, I will make sure they pay for what they did! Oh, Vicca, I'm so sorry for fighting with you. I never meant to strain our friendship. It's just... I couldn't stand the thought of being with Soran and-"

"Emma, enough." She suddenly cut me off, her voice hard. "I don't want to hear anymore."

"What?" I asked, confused.

"You are so god damn selfish!" I blinked, shocked that she said that. "I hate the fact that you are only looking out for yourself and not the long term affects you'd have on an entire pack! Do you realize what could happen to the pack if it never gets its Luna? It dies, Emma. It dies. You'd be the death of an entire pack. Every single Wolf in that pack will be forced to go Rogue!"

"Vicca, what are you saying?" I asked, confused as to where this was going.

"I only had my pack for a little over three years!" She shouted at me. "I should have been with my pack for decades! My daughter should have taken over! I should have never lost my mate! You have everything handed to you on a silver platter with one of the strongest packs within four states, but you're throwing it all away! You're throwing away everything I ever wanted!"

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"You're so fucking stupid!" Ouch... that hurt... "By doing this, you're dooming an entire pack! You got that, right? It'll be your fault it dies! Get that? And now that I see that you don't care, I will punish you for being so selfish! I will make you see the outcome of what happens to a pack when it doesn't get both its Luna and Alpha!"