Devil I Adored!

Part 35

What had made him think like that?

Was it Vitali? Did she walk back into his life?

"I never asked you to change Vihaan.. You said you would give in your best in this relationship then what happened suddenly why are you backing out? What made you think this way? Why do you think I don't deserve?" I asked trying to control my tone which was already heavy with sobs that I was holding back.

"I don't know Amelie I'm confused.. I may not be able to give back what you actually deserve it's your first relationship and you should go for someone who adores you not for someone like me who's so confused and still stuck with his past." he  said and the line went off.

I was stunned at that moment. I didn't have any idea of what had just happened. I held back my tears and swore not to cry. He tried explaining me that he wasn't good for me but I was determined not to give up on him. I wanted to work on this relationship I knew I could bring him out of his past. I could change him. I had the strength to do so. 

All he had done was accept what others had perceived about him. Negative perceptions about him had taken control over him which made him think that he wasn't good for me or any other girl as a matter of fact for a long term relationship. He had the heart to love he just had to realize it. He had become an extremist over time. 

I can't let him drown in this!!

 I dialed him number again 

*Calling Vihaan*

He received the call at once and I knew he wanted to speak he wasn't resisting, my first cue. "You know what Vihaan.. I'm not giving up on you so easily.. Vitali may have but I'm not her... that's all I wanted to say.." I said that and disconnected the call.

But how could I possibly do this!!

Time to call my three musketeers.. Michelle, Joanna, Mia

Vihaan's P.O.V

I was lying down on my bed and thinking about Amelie. Amelie's first relationship I'm her first boyfriend, she's definitely thinking of a long term relationship, would I be able to give her what she expects from this relationship, a bed of roses she thinks it would be, but she is not aware of my demons, not aware of anger, she's in love with me but how far could she take me and my tantrums, was she strong enough, what if I break her down into bits and pieces. Her dreams of having a perfect love story with a happy ending it'll all fall apart... She'll hate it all.. And I'll be the reason..

I don't know what I was thinking but I just thought of her.. and dialed her number 

*Calling Amelie*

I heard her voice and my heart ached to tell her what I had planned I knew it would hurt her now but it would save her from the later on misery..

"Amelie.. Listen baby.. I don't know whether this thing can work out or not. I'm just not the right person for you. I have a past and you know what sort of it, my anger has destroyed my love..I don't think you'll be able to take this.. And I don't think I can change."  

I knew she was near to tears but she was holding on to them but she still spoke firmly. "I never asked you to change Vihaan.. You said you would give in your best in this relationship then what happened suddenly why are you backing out? What made you think this way? Why do you think I don't deserve?" she asked naively.  I wanted to hug her that moment and tell her it wasn't her she wasn't wrong but I kept my stance 

"I don't know Amelie I'm confused.. I may not be able to give back what you actually deserve it's your first relationship and you should go for someone who adores you not for someone like me who's so confused and still stuck with his past."  I said and disconnected the line not wanting to hurt her more this was enough to hurt her and forget about me.

I sat there in solitude wondering how she must be feeling when my phone started vibrating again I saw the caller id 

*Amelie Calling*

I picked it up in the first go I couldn't resist, probably she wanted to curse the crap out of me but to my surprise she said  "You know what Vihaan.. I'm not giving up on you so easily.. Vitali may have but I'm not her... that's all I wanted to say.." and disconnected the line.

I sat there in silence looking at my phone.

This woman had guts to stick around me.. To stick around a totally f****d up man!!

I smiled at words which ringed in my ears "I'm not giving up on you so easily" 

How did I come across her!!

Heyy Peeps

Poor Confused Soul Vihaan!!

Well Love Hurts!!

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