Devil I Adored!

Part 38

"First dates are awkward, first kisses are heavenly, first love is irreplaceable and first heartbreaks are unforgettable"

Perfect saying for this chapter enjoy ;)

Months passed by...

As time passed we bonded, our relationship grew but it not strong enough Vihaan was trying to change but it was still not that easy for him. We started meeting up often, but yet again I would feel the same uneasiness in him. 

I never doubted his intentions, he never crossed his limits, he would be fine at home but there was something which was going on his mind. 

He wouldn't tell me but with the time I had spent with him I had known him enough to guess what was causing him the pain.

It was indeed his past!! Vitali!!

I planned on confronting him one day when he went home after meeting me. I called him immediately once I received his text saying that he was home.

"Hey Vihaan.. umm I needed to ask you something and I can't wait" I told him before he could cut me off.

"Yeah say.." he asked

"It's Vitali.. right? You can't forget her.. Every time you meet me it reminds you of her? You've not gotten over her.. and that's the reason you don't speak to me after you leave because you feel guilty about everything.. that what you're doing to me is unfair.." I spoke with a heavy heart. I knew I was right and all I expected him was to be truthful to me that time.

*Silence*

"How did you know?" he asked with a heavy voice

Ohh crap I should asked him while he was here.. At lease I would have been there for him!!

"I know you enough.. to guess that out Vihaan.. I don't need you to tell me everything your face speaks" I said 

"Yeah I do.. and I'm sorry about it.. whenever I meet you it reminds of her.. It reminds me of all those times I spent with her. I feel guilty of what I'm doing with you.. I'm cheating with you over her thoughts.." he spoke the truth finally

"No you're not.. Did I say that? I can understand its not easy and I'm not even asking you to get over it as quickly as possible take your time I'm not running anywhere. Just remember I'm here with you." I said positively

We had to work this out positively. I was told by both of his friends that he's a difficult man to deal with but when he loves he loves unconditionally. I would just have to wait until he would love me. And I had faith that he would. Six months had passed by to our relationship there was progress from my end and him.. well.. he was trying to change..

Vihaan's P.O.V

I came back from Amelie's house, she seemed very excited after her first kiss. The shyness and her trembling fingers made me giggle I wanted to hold her still that moment and kiss her there then. But it was her first I had to go easy. 

When my lips met hers and her hands laid on my chest sparks ran throughout my body, this hadn't happened in a long time. I took a quick glance of her during the kiss its quite rude to do so, but she seemed so peaceful. I closed my eyes back and grasped her waist more close to me. I didn't want to let her go.

Her hands trailed away from my chest to the back of my head into my hair. She moaned into my mouth and broke off the kiss to take deep breath. I met her forehead with mine still are lips close to each other she whispered "thanks for my first kiss" I smiled at her sweet gesture. I couldn't help but say back "I love you" and kissed her forehead.

Climbing the stairs of my apartment I recalled my first moment with Vitali, I froze in my steps. I had not felt this way since Vitali left me, Amelie had an effect on me just like hers. But why was I comparing both of them. I shouldn't be comparing!!

Shit!! This is not fair at all to Amelie!! What if Amelie finds out she'll be heartbroken!!

Months passed by.. 

"It's Vitali.. right? You can't forget her.. Every time you meet me it reminds you of her? You've not gotten over her.. and that's the reason you don't speak to me after you leave because you feel guilty about everything.. that what you're doing to me is unfair.."  

I was shocked at her statement how did she find out? Should I tell her the truth but she'll be heartbroken.. It's better to tell now then giving her the pain later on.. After giving it a thought I agreed to it. Once again this woman didn't fail to disappoint me. She didn't feel bad at all instead she said would be there with me and I could take my time to get over Vitali.. 

What was this woman made of? 

I think she will not have to do much I have already started falling for her!! 

If she was willing to gulp down so much.. It was my time to give in to the relationship...

Understanding, Trust is building up...

What happens next??

When will the parents find out??

Expect the Unexpected!!

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