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Sex!!!
Was sex according to him the solution to our problems?!
I looked at Vihaan wide eyed shocked he had spoken something so unrealistic. I would have expected this sort of an advice from an old typical uneducated mother-in-law, but this coming from an educated person was not expected.
"Amelie you are serious about our relationship then what are you thinking about?" Vihaan shook me out of thoughts.
But I still kept looking at him silence, lost for words strangely why was it the man I loved who could judge from my voice over the phone what was bothering me, could not understand my silence. It was a NO!
Finally taking a deep breath I spoke,
"Vihaan, I'm don't think I'm ready for it..." I was cut mid sentence when I saw his eyes turn black and were clouded by the familiar before he lashed out at me.
F***
I looked away from him so I could gather up some courage hoping he would understand what I had to say but things didn't go quite as I had expected them.
"Okay just hear me out first, I just don't want this to happen right now when we are having problems baby. There are other ways to sort out. Sex is not just the only way. I don't have second thoughts about us."
I felt a sudden grip on my arm and I was spun around with such force to face him
"YOU. ARE. A. BITCH!!" he spat each word with such force I could see the anger fuming in him.
"I... I.. d..don't.. mean t...to hurt y...you.." I whimpered already tearing up.
"Then why won't you have sex with me? Unless you are already f*****g someone else at the university."
I was gripped so tight to him I couldn't break free, I was loosing the strength in my legs with every sickening word he spat out of his mouth.
I wouldn't be loyal to him??
How could he even think so low!
"Vihaan please... I'm.. sorryy... I can't do it.. I just.. cannot... leave me... it hurts.."
"F*** YOU BITCH, you didn't think about that when we kissed or have the slightest of the foreplay in which you moaned your senses out because it's all new to you!!! Now when I want something YOU BACK OUT!!"
Why is he behaving like this?
"Vihaan you are making me sound like a prostitute! Please just stop I beg of you!"
I cried, my eyes were bloodshot red but it made no difference to the man standing right in front of me it seemed as if lust was playing on his mind more than love!
"That's what you are A. PROSTITUTE!"
I couldn't put a stop to my tears. Every word that came out of his mouth pierced right through my heart.
"Get me the watch right now!" he shouted.
****
He brought to me one of his priceless possession. A watch he had bought for Vitali from his very first salary. The thing did not have any value to Vitali when she returned it back to him, but to Vihaan it meant a lot. He said he had planned on giving it to the girl who walked into his life, for a serious relationship. And finally it was me!
It was a simple wrist watch by Guess with a Silver tone band. The sentiments attached to the watch were of much importance to me and I accepted it at once.
I showed it off to my best friends bragging about every sentiment that came along with it, just then she spoke
"He gave you something used by his ex-girlfriend? So he passed the parcel"With the concerned look on my face I felt the happiness from my face disappear within seconds.
****
Without wasting a single second I dashed towards my room to do as he said before he would start yelling and I would have neighbors at my doorstep.
"Here" I said while handing over the watch to him with trembling hands.
He snatched it from my hands and ordered me to open the door.
"Vihaan please just try to understand!" I cried after him but he shot daggers at me with his bloodshot eyes.
I quickly opened the door silently in my heart praying that he would not create a scene outside in the open.
He stepped outside my door and just when I was about to close it with such force he threw the wrist watch down on my doorstep and stomped his foot on it. Leaving behind it's crushed glass and dislocated bands.
I stood there in shock looking down near my feet lay the remains of what used to be his priceless possession. I went numb my feet couldn't feel the floor anymore, eyes were swollen but no tear fell from them.
"You don't deserve it you bitch!"
I didn't look up still staring at the what lay down I saw his boots turn around and I was left there alone his words ringing in my ears. After he left what seemed like eternity I gathered up the bits and pieces of the watch and walked back inside closing the door behind me.
Looking down in my hands I broke down into million tears.
Sex.. It was all sex that mattered to him..
He didn't listen to me...
Was it always been lust to him?
With every question that kept coming up in my mind my heart broke into shards of a mirror.
My first relationship.. My boyfriend broke up with me because I refused to have sex with him!!
I cried bitterly. Words that never came out from my mouth were now coming down from my eyes as heated tears.
"A man doesn't need to unbutton his woman's shirt to get a better view of her heart.."
Well she didn't sleep with him!!
But she did lose the relationship! Or did she?
Was it worth it?
Character change of Vihaan or was it always there..
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