PERFECTION

Chapter 26

Chapter 26
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*2 weeks later*

It's been two weeks since Kian and I have decided we were going to move out. It's sad for me to say that today is our last day here in this house with Kia and Jc, but there is good news. The house that is right across the street from us is going to be the house we're moving into. Thankfully we don't have to go far when we leave here. I still need my best friends.

Kian and I just finished packing the last of our things, and we decided to hurry and move our belongings to the new house before Jc and Kia got home. They we're currently at Jc's mother's house for the day, so she can hang out with Jayce and so they can tell her Kia is pregnant again. Kian and I still haven't told them we were leaving. It's just too hard for me, and I know it seems like im being a drama queen but I'm not. Leaving this house is hard because it's where I've spent the past year or so of my life. I left my family to come here to this house, and I made so many memories here.

"Babe do you have everything?" Kian asked as he closed the last suit case.

"I think so, I'm gonna walk around the house and check. Can you take Ariana over to the new house, and put her down for a nap?"

Kian nodded and kissed my forehead before taking the baby over. After I knew he was gone I let the tears flow out. I was holding them in for so long it's like a weight was being lifted off my shoulders.

I looked around the empty bedroom that Kian and I used to share. The memories all came flooding in.

**Flashback**

When I opened my door I came face to face with a naked Kian Lawley. My jaw dropped and I quickly closed the door again.

"Ew! Get dressed!!" I screamed. No matter how much I actually liked that view, Kian couldn't find out. It would make everything pretty awkward. Besides, he wouldn't like me anyway.

"You can come in now." I hear Kian say. I opened the door slowly and peeked in. Seeing he was fully clothed I made my way inside, immediately heading to the closet to get cleaned clothes for after my shower.

"Hey hailss.."

"Yeah what's up booboo?"

"Could we uh...talk really quick..?"

Oh god, that was the last thing I wanted to hear right now. What if he wanted to tell me that he hated me being here? That I should leave and just go back home, that no one really likes me here. My heart beat sped up and I slowly turned around making my way over to the bed.

"Uh..yeah sure." I said taking a seat next to him on the edge of the bed. "What do you need?"

He just stared at me, not saying a word. I felt myself tense up under his stare. He was staring into my eyes as if admiring me, but he obviously wasn't. I wasn't good enough for him. Just as I was ready to look away he cupped my face in his hands, pulled me close, and kissed me.

**End of Flashback**

I smiled and laughed a little as more tears fell. Slowly I walked out of the room, turning off the lights, and shutting the door behind me. I made my way down staris to the living room. I looked around at the empty room. I smiled to myself and thought of all the good times that happened here.

**Flashback**

"Its me and you against Jc and Kian." Kia said patting the floor beside her.

Oh thank god! At least we have somewhat of a chance.

"Sounds great." I took my seat next to Kia and watched as Jc finished setting up the camera and lighting for the video.

"Alright and we're starting in 3...2..."

"WAIT!" Kia screamed cutting Jc off.

"Dammit woman! You're too fucking loud!" Kian yelled covering his ears. I was too busy laughing at Kian's reaction to notice Kia got up. By the time I realized she was gone she was already on her way back with cans of Arizona.

"I needed my tea. Anyone else want one?" She asked handing Jc one.

Me and Kian both nodded and took the cans.

"Okay, can we start now?" Jc asked raising an eyebrow at Kia.

"Yep, I'm good now."

Jc and Kian started the video and introduced everyone. When he got to me I felt my cheeks starting to heat up. Dammit, I was blushing. I waved hi at the camera, and that's when Kian saw me blushing.

"Awehh! Look at her red cheeks!" Kian laughed a little and pinched my cheeks.

I laughed and slapped his hands away, "aye! No touching the face." We all laughed and Jc told everyone what we going to be doing.

"So the teams are me and Kian vs. My girlfriend Kia and Kian's soon to be wife Hailey."

**End of Flashback**

I laughed to myself as I remembered how Jc called me Kian's soon to be wife. In a way he was right. I slowly began to play with the ring on my finger. I smiled down at it and thought about when Kian asked me to marry him.

**Flashback**

"Hailey, I love you. Only you. I will never love anyone else the way I love you. You're my smile, my frown, my happiness, my headache, my heart, my world, my everything. Without you, I'm nothing. With you I'm so beyond happy, and together we're perfect. Hailey, will you please..." Kian stood up to take something out of hid pocket. He showed me what it was, it was a small square black box. Slowly he got down on one knee never looking away from me. He slowly opened the box revealing a ring, and he took my left hand in his before continuing. "forgive me for every mistake I've ever made in out relationship. I promise I'll do my best to make everyday better than the last, I promise to make you smile, keep you safe, make you feel loved, and to be 100% loyal. Hailey, will you please do me the honor of becoming Mrs. Lawley?"

I stared down at him teats now falling down my cheeks. This was so unexpected. I was speechless. This whole time I thought he was mad at me for believing McKenna, but I was wrong. The sudden realization hit me that I almost missed this. I almost left him here and went back home without a single hesitation. If it wasn't for that picture on the dresser, I would be on my way to the airport right now. I started crying a little harder as I nodded yes because I honestly couldn't get a single word out.

He smiled and took the ring out of the box, slowly slipping it onto my finger. The ring was absolutely breath taking. It had dimaonds all around it, and it was in the shape of my favorite flower, a rose.

**End of Flashback**

I pulled my legs up to my chest and cried. Why is this so hard for me? I'm not going far. I'm going literally across the street, and I can come back to this house any time I wanted. I knew that, but I was still torn apart. I guess it was because this is no longer my house, and while I may be able to return whenever I wanted I couldn't call it mine. Now I was going to a new house. A house that is like a new start for me. A place with no memories, good or bad, a place that doesn't feel like a home, a place where I have to start all over. Where this warm fuzzy feeling I get here, won't be there.

I wanted to stay. As much as I hated this, I had to do it. Slowly I stood up and walked to the front door. I turned around and looked at the house I was leaving behind. Opening the door I stepped out, and peeked back in over my shoulder.

Softly whispering "Goodbye" I closed the door behind me.
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