My Crush

Chapter 6

*Harry's POV*

"So that Lacey girl is really staying with you?" Liam asked me.

"Yes, she needed to stay with someone and her uncle suggested me"

"So did you sleep with her?"

"Yes but we just slept together that's it"

"Are you not into her like that?"

"I don't know"

*Lacey's POV*

"So you two just slept together?" Kate asked me.

I laughed "for the millionth time, yes"

"Hey Lacey" I looked at one of Harry's friends.

"Hey Niall" I looked at Harry confused.

"Are you single?" Niall asked me.

"Um yes"

"Would you want to go out with me?" He asked me.

"Okay is this one of those will you go out with me then I say yes and it was all just a horrible joke?" I asked him as I crossed my arms.

"No it's not"

"Really?"

"Yeah" Niall answered.

"Then no"

"Wait, what? Why not?" He looked at me confused.

"You're not my type"

I walked away with Kate "why would he even ask you out?"

"I don't know but I think they were talking about me"

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"Harry were you guys talking about me earlier?" I asked him.

"Yes" he admitted.

"What happened? Why did Niall ask me out?"

"He asked me if I liked you"

My eyes widened and I relaxed myself "and you said?" I asked him, not ready for the answer.

"I told him I don't know"

"But you were cool with him asking me out?"

"Um"

"I need an answer or I'm walking away"

"I don't know Lacey! I don't know how I feel about you"

"Do you want to know how I feel about you?" I asked him, I was about to finally let it all out.

"You don't have to if you don't want to"

"I want to because I need to" I tell him.

"Okay"

"I love you Harry... I have been into you since the first day of sixth grade! There were times where I wanted to talk to you so bad but I thought no he would never want to listen to me. He doesn't care, I thought we might have a chance, I might have a chance but then I see you with the girls you hang out with and I shake my head because I know I don't stand a chance! But deep down I still tell myself that I'm worthy of you and that you're worthy of me and that I am good enough for you! I have cried countless times because of you! And I'm still in love with you even though you might never feel the same way about me because I'm used to it. I'm used to being the one that cares or loves the most, I always get here and I never, never get that feeling back! When I took those pictures with you, I was unbelievably happy and so fucking scared... I was nervous when I asked you and I was nervous when I stood next to you when you had your arm around me but you were just being nice. I don't want nice Harry, I want honesty! I deserve honesty!" I walked away with tears in my eyes.