the sky is blue

_/ not the same feeling \_

Emilia and I were sort of dating. It was complicated. Very complicated.

At times, I liked her as much as Maya. But other days, I regretted I even went to the school I did.

We had a great relationship over text and phone calls, but when it came to face-to-face encounters, we were stone statues without arms.

I would hug her and she would recoil like a snake, or she would call me over and I would be nervous.

To put it simply, it seemed like both of us were afraid to do anything together.

To make matters worse, Lexi told me every day about how Emilia liked my clothes or she didn't like my clothes.

And it wasn't just clothes. She told me about her personality, her feelings, and events in her life.

But then I'd go to Emilia, and she would deny she said any of it.

It was a relationship with the same foundation as a straw house. One gust and we were done.

I decided to play the big bad wolf and end this once and for all.

She was super cute and super nice.

But still, it didn't work out for me. My friends were constantly teasing me about her, like she was no good. She deserved better, and that means she should be without me.

We didn't exactly have the same interests either. She liked drama, and I hated plays and musicals. She loved math, and math was my least favorite.

My thoughts still conflicting, I finally talked to her about it. We weren't the best match, and it would be better if both of us just remained friends.

Just friends.