December 14, 2011
Dear Diary,
When are things supposed to get better? Can they start happening now? Can the fog clear and have the sun start shining? Can all the negative ball of energy disappear all together? Will I finally understand what has been happening throughout my life this year? Obviously I can't because I can't come to my sense to see how much pain I'm probably causing.
I sometimes wish that life could be somewhat easier, at least easier to deal with. Can't someone come down and give you little hints on telling you what you should and shouldn't do. Like a guardian angel perhaps.
To me life is like a type rope and we're the walker. One wrong move and we fall to our deaths, or if were lucky enough it will be peachy enough to not plummet. But I guess that's how god planned life to be, hard with a possible clearing in the sky. Who knows, maybe it's just physics or something. Maybe it's for the best.
All I do know is that I am having an annoying messed up life.
Love,
Darla
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