April 9, 2012
Dear Diary,
Reality sucks.
It's pretty much proven, there's no need to prove if it can or can not be. When you watch a movie, for example an action movie with shooting and karate crap, and you are wondering if that's even true, or how cool that would be if you were able to do that. Or if you read a book lets say its about dragons and magical times and when all of the bad things happen the main character always has a happy ending, and that he/she is somehow invicible?
Sometimes you might want it to be true, what you write, what you read, what you see. But no matter how much you beg, pray, or plee it will come crashing down on you because it can't happen. It just can't.
Parents convince you things are real. Like "Santa" or the "Tooth Fairy" , yet once you are at a certain age or find out that it was never real, that it is make believe, a thing parents like to put in your head to have you enjoy a holiday or have a childhood adventure worth memorable. Is it to make us feel some sort of joy? The end result is not, it is more of the opposite effect. It's funny because once the whole secret is out, they stop filling your head with it all. They tell you to grow up, to put away those childish things, and prepare for the future.
If I could have any fantasy be real, well I would want to be something that isn't me. I guess some people maybe would say they wouldn't change a thing about themselves, but I am not like some people. I would change everything about me. Name, hair color, legs, eye color, arms, head, nose, torso, boobs, fingers, brain, lips, teeth, toes, feet, butt, hair length, face, eye brows, hips, calf, biceps, height, insides, friends, parents, house, family, town, city, country, language, likes and dislikes....
I'd change everything........
Yours faithfully,
Darla
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