February 12, 2012
Dear Diary,
What had become of me?
I think that something is happening to me. Not sure what. Sometimes I think it's just my mind messing with its self, but then I wonder if something is really happening to me, something serious. I sometimes have little moles, you could call them that, or scars that bother me. And lately my breathing is shallow and it's harder to run, or do anything super physical. My feet, I sometimes feel pain shoot up through them, like electricity. My ankles, make my feet and legs sometimes hurt. My eyes redden on the bottom and I have no clue unless someone tells me. My head feels like its getting beaten inside near the middle and sides of my forehead. I am less hungry, but yet my stomach feels like its churning and growling and making little noises. The sunlight and bright light isn't something I like, it hurts my eyes and head, and I prefer the moon light much more than the sun. I prefer cloudy or stormy days that are cold and wet than light and warmth. I feel stares on me when I am at school, all around me, someone is staring at me, like I am strange, or a crazy lunatic. I feel little tingles throughout my body sometimes when I am just laying down, shivers you could say.
Am I troubled or wrong?
Am I slowly losing my mind?
Am I normal?
Love,
Darla
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