June 5, 2012
Dear Diary,
Less than a day left.
These days have been winding down and I somehow feel sad. I will no longer have a place to go and talk to people or have a place where I can escape to when I know longer find my home a peaceful sanctuary. For some the spa is their getaway place, for others it may be their home or somewhere else, somehow my ends up to be school.
Funny isn't it that months ago I loathed going and now I have finally found peace. It's simular to death or passing. You grieve but then understand the circumstances to move on knowing where he or she is it's for the best; they're in a better place.
I may be wrong or I may be right. I haven't been in that situation where death lay. I think the emotional parts that death causes and what other actions may cause can be simular. Do you think so?
My dad is worrying me. He complains of having headaches that are not flu or cold related symptoms. I believe it's stress, but it may be something more serious. He may feel depressed. It seems logical because he has lost his wife, his children, he lives with his mother, he hears his children complain, he is lonley, he is fu of stress, and probably many more things I don't even know about.
While he goes through his depression, I may or may not be ending mine. . .
Love,
Darla
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