January 21, 2012

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                                                                                                                   January 21, 2012

Dear Diary,

                Having stupid shitty problems again.

Why can't life be so  freaking easy! I hate the fact that I have moved back with my mother because of my father working late. I hate that he keeps telling me all these serious things like he's going to die tomorrow! I am still being told what I should and shouldn't do from others I could care less. My best friend is practically not anymore because she has her new "boyfriend" and new "friends" and I am no longer on her mind of  to talk to anymore. I keep on crying and crying over so many things. I hate that I am so weak because of these things. All I ever do now is stay at home watching movies and sleeping and reading. I like it because I am alone where I can't get hurt anymore, but I don't like it because I want my old life back.

Some days things are semi-back to the way things used to be, but then its back to how it is now- effed up.

Can someone please make things better!

Can someone please help us out!

Can someone please help me?

                                     Lonely,

                                            Darla

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