April 29, 2012
Dear Diary,
Hm.
Right now my mind is completely blank. Strange I know. It's kind of peacefull really though if I think about it. Right now I am playing music and its going straight through one ear and out the other. Just like my makeup work from school that I was supposed to do but am not because my mind is blank.
I am practically writing this out of the blue. Nothing out of the ordinary or strange about today. Well earlier today when I posted at like 2 in the morning, but that was different. Now I just feel stumped.
Stumped because I'm bored. Bored because I am fucked up. Fucked up because I'm strange. Strange because out of all that I have things I've experienced through my first year of high-school I am just wanting it to repeat itself so nothing will change, so I will not move forward.
Yeah I am defiantly living the "life",
Darla
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