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The REAL Diary of a Highschooler: Freshmen Year 2011-12

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My life . . . lonley is what it is. Sometimes I don't feel like I am, but then again it's most of the time I do feel lonesome. Lonesome because I am lost, and lost because theres no hope left, and no hope left because I am vanishing. Most high schoo...

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March 9, 2012

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by Shattered_Glass

Dedicated to MyLifeInWriting

by Shattered_Glass

March 9, 2012

Dear Diary,

I want to go to sleep and never wake up.

Sleep to me sounds peaceful, calm. It makes things better for me, easier to live with, I guess like a person who drinks or does drugs to ease the pain. Well sleep is my way to ease the pain.

One thing is for sure, I can sleep for hours and hours, but I will always wake up...

Sincerely,

Darla