stay strong (1D fanfic)

chapter 11~ We meet again

recap:

some waiter came over to take our orders his voice sounded familiar but I couldn't quite put a finger on who it was so I looked up slowly,  amedietly regretting it. what's he doing here!?

He noticed me and a smirk appeared on his face "we meet again nikki. long time no see!" Jaz looks at me worried knowing that I won't speak up. I feel like I'm pinned to the chair and have no way of escaping Harry looked at me confused "who is he?" he whispered but I stayed silent unable to speak "oh come on what's wrong? did the cat catch your tongue?" Jason asked mockingly I satrted to get nervous and with nerves comes stress making me feel dizzy and weak I tried to get up to head to the bathroom but as I took 2 steps I collapsed and everything went black. I woke up in a while room not this again I groaned trying to sit up but I felt a sharp pain in my chest "pooo" I groaned in pain don't judge, I don't swear. I felt something on my belly, looking down I saw Harry's arm draped over by belly and his head resting right by it, i felt a bit awkward so poked his face and he amedietly woke up confused, he looked at me worriedly "you scared me back there" ge said deep in though " what's wrong? Seriously" he said looking straight into my eyes,  I got up slowly into a seating position and was about to answer when Jaz burst in "why didn't you tell me?!" "what is it?" Harry asked" I already knew what she meant "how could you not tell me you've got cancer?! I thought we don't keep secrets from each other! " Harry looked at me shocked but soon he looked down deeply in thought "say something!" Jaz screamed but her voice broke at the end and she broke down in  tears "I only found out a month ago" I said quietly "What?! and you haven't told me!?" "I didn't want to worry you. You were so happy about the concert and I didn't want to ruin anything" she looked down in though " how bad is it?" I signed "it's taken over a small part of my brain. It has started spreading slowly. The doctors say it will be hard to remove surgically because it isn't developed enough for an operation. if I take chemio therapy I could possibly get rid of it and if I don't I would only have about 12 months left" she looked at me in shock " that's not even an option you're not leaving me and Natasha " she cried. I shot up quickly ignoring the pain "where's Natasha?!" "she should be here any moment" and as if on que abby rushed into the room carrying my little girl "is she ok? was eating and drinking?  what did you do? " I asked loads of questions and just realised that Harry was still sat in the chair obviously confused by the situation "is she your daughter?" he asked awkwardly rubbing the back of his neck "no. she's my sister" Harry looked absolutely relieved but soon he looked down again. abby handed Natasha to Jaz and headed home but as soon as Natasha saw me she started reaching out for me and trying to get away from Jaz,  so Jaz handed her to me I smiled and hugged her tightly, looked over at Harry who was now looking at me and smiling " she's cute. why are you looking after her? why can't your parents do it?" Jaz gave him a warning look and he looked at me confused because my mother's dead and my dumb ass dad needed a babysitter for a month" it's ok if you don't want to talk about it...."

"I don't" and with that Jaz left the room leaving us alone.

"what's her name?" he asked motioning towards my little girl "Natasha "

" well I don't wanna sound weird but she looks like a mix of me and you" he smiled "actually this all seems weird, I feel like we're a family" we laughed together as we noticed how strange this situation is.

"can I hold her?" Harry asked after watching me tickling and being silly with her for about 10 minutes "sure" I said while handing her over delicately and our hands brushed against each other causing tingles to run up and down my arm I smiled at him shyly and we carried on chatting and joking about for another hour a nurse told me I was free to go home tomorrow and reminded me about making a decision. I started drifting off to sleep and as I was almost asleep I felt a soft kiss on my cheek        " goodnight beautiful"

A.N ~ boring, I know but yeah....

Thanks for reading my lovely potatoes xx