I woke up to see Harry looking down at me with his arm holding me close. I smiled at him and he returned it. This just felt so awkward, like we were doing something wrong... which obviously isn't the case because it's normal for friends to wake up next to eachother. And I couldn't stop the butterflies in my stomach, they were going crazy when he looked at me. That's all it took, one look to make me feel weak. That's just how it works with him, he charms with his eyes and that annoying smirk of his. He makes me want to throw myself off a bridge sometimes but yet I still can't stop my feelings for him.
"good morning beautiful" he whispered.
"good morning poop head" I joked. He gave me a warning look and I knew what this meant. Before he could get me I jumped out of bed and ran downstairs but I could hear him close behind me. He chased me for a while until I tripped over Nialls' shoes and he ended up falling on top of me, our faces only inches away. He looked into my eyes and leaned in closer, bit by bit until our lips were almost touching but we were rudely interrupted by the one and only Louis
"ohhhhhhh! GUYZ! Nikki and Harry are making out on the floor!" he shouted so loud that the whole of Britain could hear. Harry quickly got up and helped me up. Everyone came into the hallway to find out what Louis was shouting about. They all teased us and asked if we were back together, i was going to answer but Harry beat me to it
"Of course we're not. Why would we be? We're just friends,nothing more"
" nothing more" I repeated to myself. I felt tears welling up in my eyes and ran quickly to my room before anyone could stop me. I locked the door and fell onto my bed, burying my face in the pillow which still smells like him. ughh fuck you Harry fucking Styles! Just friends, nothing more?! I hate you! and then it hit me like a ton of bricks "I love him" I whispered to myself. For a moment I just sat there thinking it through, for some reason I felt all giddy inside until my brain started talking louder than my heart and I realised. I don't need this. I don't need to love again. All love ever does is brake my heart and I can't let that happen again. But maybe Harry's different. Maybe he could be the one who will find a way to fix me. Who am I kidding, Harry's just another boy, he won't save me.... no one can. It's too late.
A.N ~ this chapter sucks, sorry. Anyway thanks for reading my lovely potatoes! xx
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stay strong (1D fanfic)
FanfictionNikki was once a normal teenage girl, but one day every thing came falling down. And that day just had to be her birthday.
